“Foolish girl!” she answered, “has not perseverance in the desire obtained the moss roses?”
“Yes,” said her cousin, sadly, “but now you desire exotics. I should despise myself if it were possible that I could forget the affection of my heart in what appears to me the unsubstantial vanities of life. Dear Helen, in sickness or sorrow let me ever be your friend; but I must be free to keep on in my own humble sphere.”
It seemed as if poor Rose was doomed to undergo all trials. Helen was not one to yield to circumstances; and though her physician prescribed rest, she lived almost without it, avoiding repose, laying herself under the most painful obligations to obtain her end, and enduring the greatest mental anxiety. Not only this; she taunted poor Rose with her increased anxieties, affirming, that if she had not rendered the old gentleman her foe by the ill-timed refusal, he would have assisted, not thwarted, her cherished object; that his influence was great, and was now exerted against them. “If,” she added, “you had only the common tact of any other girl, you might have played him a little until the election was over, and then acted as you pleased.”
This seemed very shocking to Rose, and she would have gone to Abbeyweld immediately, but that she thought it cruel to leave her cousin while she felt she was useful to her. “Ah, Rose!” she said, when poor Rose hinted that in a short time she must return, “how can you think of it?—how can you leave me in an enemy’s country? I dare not give even my husband my entire confidence, for he might fancy my sensitiveness a low-born feeling. I can trust you, and none other.” Surrounded, according to the phrase, “with troops of friends,” and yet able to trust “none other” than the simple companion of her childhood! “And yet,” murmured the thoughtful Rose, “amongst so many, the blame cannot be all with the crowd; Helen herself is as incapable of warm, disinterested friendship as those of whom she complains.”
Rose Dillon’s constancy was subjected to a still greater trial. Amongst the “troops of friends” who crowded more than ever round Mr. Ivers while his election was pending, was a young man as superior to the rest in mind as in fortune, and Rose Dillon’s ready appreciation of the good and beautiful led her to respect and admire him.