Rose (Helen thought) delivered the petition of “lead
us not into temptation” with deeper feeling than
usual; and instead of rising when Helen rose, and
exchanging with her the kiss of sisterly affection,
Rose buried her face in her hands; while her cousin,
seated opposite the small glass which stood on their
little dressing-table, commenced curling her hair,
as if that day, which had completed a revolution in
her way of thinking, had been as smooth as all the
other days of her short calendar. The candle was
extinguished, and Helen slept profoundly. The
moon shone in brightly through the latticed window,
whose leaden cross-bars chequered the sanded floor.
Rose looked earnestly upon the face of the sleeper,
and so bright it was, that she saw, or fancied she
saw, a smile of triumph curling on her lip. She
crept quietly out of bed, and leaned her throbbing
temples against the cool glass. How deserted the
long street of Abbeyweld appeared; the shadows of
the opposite trees and houses lay prostrate across
the road—the aspect of the village street
was lonely, very lonely and sad—there was
no hum from the school—no inquisitive eyes
peeped from the casements—no echoing steps
upon the neatly-gravelled footpath—the
old elm-tree showed like a mighty giant, standing
out against the clear calm sky—and there
was one star, only one, sparkling amid its branches—a
diamond of the heavens, shedding its brightness on
the earth. The stillness was positively oppressive.
Rose felt as if every time she inhaled the air, she
disturbed the death-like quiet of the scene. A
huge shadow passed along the ledge of the opposite
cottage; her nerves were so unstrung that she started
back as it advanced. It was only their own gentle
cat, whose quick eye recognised its mistress, and without
waiting for invitation, crawled quickly from its eminence,
and came rubbing itself against the glass, and then
moved stealthily away, intent upon the destruction
of some unsuspicious creature, who, taught by nature,
believes that with night comes safety.
Almost at the end of the street, the darkness was
as it were divided by a ray of light, that neither
flickered nor wavered. What a picture it brought
at once before her!—the pale, lame grandchild
of old Jenny Oram, watching by the dying bed of the
only creature that had ever loved her—her
poor deaf grandmother. And the girl’s great
trouble was, that the old woman could neither see
to read the Word of God herself, nor hear her when
she read it to her; but the lame girl had no time
to waste with grief, so she plied her needle rapidly
through the night-watches, not daring to shed a tear
upon the work, or damp her needle with a sigh.
Rose was not as sorry for her as she would have been
at any other time, for individual sorrow has few sympathies;
but the more she thought of the lonely lame girl, the
less became her own trouble, and she might have gone
to bed with the consciousness which, strange to say,
brings consolation, that there was one very near more