If you love me in a manner that is at all possible, you will see that “goddess” does not suit me.  “Star” I would I were now, with a wide eye to carry my looks to you over this horizon which keeps you invisible.  Choose one, if you will, dearest, and call it mine:  and to me it shall be yours:  so that when we are apart and the stars come out, our eyes may meet up at the same point in the heavens, and be “keeping company” for us among the celestial bodies—­with their permission:  for I have too lively a sense of their beauty not to be a little superstitious about them.  Have you not felt for yourself a sort of physiognomy in the constellations,—­most of them seeming benevolent and full of kind regards:—­but not all?  I am always glad when the Great Bear goes away from my window, fine beast though he is:  he seems to growl at me!  No doubt it is largely a question of names; and what’s in a name?  In yours, Beloved, when I speak it, more than I can compass!

LETTER VI.

Beloved:  I have been trusting to fate, while keeping silence, that something from you was to come to-day and make me specially happy.  And it has:  bless you abundantly!  You have undone and got round all I said about “jewelry,” though this is nothing of the sort, but a shrine:  so my word remains.  I have it with me now, safe hidden, only now and then it comes out to have a look at me,—­smiles and goes back again.  Dearest, you must feel how I thank you, for I cannot say it:  body and soul I grow too much blessed with all that you have given me, both visibly and invisibly, and always perfectly.

And as for the day:  I have been thinking you the most uncurious of men, because you had not asked:  and supposed it was too early days yet for you to remember that I had ever been born.  To-day is my birthday! you said nothing, so I said nothing; and yet this has come:  I trusted my star to show its sweet influences in its own way.  Or, after all, did you know, and had you asked anyone but me?  Yet had you known, you would have wished me the “happy returns” which among all your dear words to me you do not.  So I take it that the motion comes straight to you from heaven; and, in the event, you will pardon me for having been still secretive and shy in not telling what you did not inquire after. Yours, I knew, dear, quite long ago, so had no need to ask you for it.  And it is six months before you will be in the same year with me again, and give to twenty-two all the companionable sweetness that twenty-one has been having.

Many happy returns of my birthday to you, dearest!  That is all that my birthdays are for.  Have you been happy to-day, I wonder? and am wondering also whether this evening we shall see you walking quietly in and making everything into perfection that has been trembling just on the verge of it all day long.

One drawback of my feast is that I have to write short to you; for there are other correspondents who on this occasion look for quick answers, and not all of them to be answered in an offhand way.  Except you, it is the coziest whom I keep waiting; but elders have a way with them—­even kind ones:  and when they condescend to write upon an anniversary, we have to skip to attention or be in their bad books at once.