The Atlantic Monthly, Volume 13, No. 78, April, 1864 eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 310 pages of information about The Atlantic Monthly, Volume 13, No. 78, April, 1864.

The Atlantic Monthly, Volume 13, No. 78, April, 1864 eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 310 pages of information about The Atlantic Monthly, Volume 13, No. 78, April, 1864.

“Sam!” began Miss Sarah.

“Now, Sarah, you stop!” cried he.  “I’ve begun, and now I’ll tell.  At first I teased her for fun.  Then I watched her to see how she bore everything so well.  And while I was watching, I—­before I knew it—­I began to love her.  You may talk, if you want to; but I shall never be anybody, if she won’t have me!”

“Stage coming!” said a little boy, running in.

I took Rachel by the hand, and drew her with me into the porch.

“Don’t promise to marry him!” cried Sam, as we passed through the door-way.  “But she will,—­I know she will!” he added, as I closed the door.

He spoke in a pitiful tone, and his voice trembled.  I was surprised that he showed so much feeling.

“Rachel,” said I, as soon as we were alone, “won’t you answer me now?  You must know how much I love you.  Will you be my wife?”

“Oh, Mr. Browne, I cannot!  I cannot!” she whispered.

I was silent, for my fears came uppermost.  Pressing one hand to my forehead, I thought of a thousand things in a moment.  Nothing seemed more probable than that she should already have a lover across the sea.  Seeing my distress, she spoke.

“Don’t think, Mr. Browne,” she began, earnestly, “that it is because I do not”—­

There she stopped.  I gazed eagerly in her face.  It was strangely agitated.  I should hardly have known my calm, white-faced Rachel.  Just then I heard the stage stop at the bars.

“Oh, Rachel!” I cried, “go on!  What mustn’t I think?  What shall I think?”

“Don’t think me ungrateful,—­you have been so kind,” she said, softly.

“And is that all?” I asked.

“Stage ready!” called out the driver.

I opened the door, to show that I was coming; then, taking her hand, I said,—­

“Good bye, Rachel!  And so—­you can’t love me!”

An expression of pain crossed her face.  She leaned against the wall, but did not speak.

“Hurry up there!” shouted the driver.

“Yes, yes!” I cried, impatiently.

“If you can’t speak,” I went on to Rachel, “press my hand, if you can love me,—­now, for I am going.  Good bye!”

She did not press my hand, and I could not go.

“You can’t say you love me,” I cried; “then say you don’t.  Anything rather than this doubt.”

“Oh, Mr. Browne!” she replied, at last, “I can’t say anything—­but—­good bye!”

“Good bye, then,” I said, sadly.  “But shall you still live here?”

“Oh, no!” she exclaimed, earnestly; “you can’t think that I”—­

Here she stopped, and glanced towards the kitchen-door.

“No,” said I, “I won’t think it.  But where will you stay?”

“With Mrs. James.  You know her.  I have already spoken with her.”

The tramp of the driver was now heard, approaching.

“Any passenger here bound for Boston?”

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