quiet, rainy evening came, and it had all calmed down
again, there was no bearing it. The house—without
you—was like a tomb. If I had had
Arnold with me I might have done very well. But
I was all by myself. Think of that! Not
a soul to speak to! There wasn’t a horrible
thing that could possibly happen to you that I didn’t
fancy was going to happen. I went into your empty
room and looked at your things.
That settled
it, my darling! I rushed down stairs—carried
away, positively carried away, by an Impulse beyond
human resistance. How could I help it? I
ask any reasonable person how could I help it?
I ran to the stables and found Jacob. Impulse—all
impulse! I said, ’Get the pony-chaise—I
must have a drive—I don’t care if
it rains—you come with me.’
All in a breath, and all impulse! Jacob behaved
like an angel. He said, ‘All right, miss.’
I am perfectly certain Jacob would die for me if I
asked him. He is drinking hot grog at this moment,
to prevent him from catching cold, by my express orders.
He had the pony-chaise out in two minutes; and off
we went. Lady Lundie, my dear, prostrate in her
own room—too much sal volatile. I hate
her. The rain got worse. I didn’t
mind it. Jacob didn’t mind it. The
pony didn’t mind it. They had both caught
my impulse—especially the pony. It
didn’t come on to thunder till some time afterward;
and then we were nearer Craig Fernie than Windygates—to
say nothing of your being at one place and not at
the other. The lightning was quite awful on the
moor. If I had had one of the horses, he would
have been frightened. The pony shook his darling
little head, and dashed through it. He is to have
beer. A mash with beer in it—by my
express orders. When he has done we’ll borrow
a lantern, and go into the stable, and kiss him.
In the mean time, my dear, here I am—wet
through in a thunderstorm, which doesn’t in the
least matter—and determined to satisfy
my own mind about you, which matters a great deal,
and must and shall be done before I rest to-night!”
She turned Anne, by main force, as she spoke, toward
the light of the candles.
Her tone changed the moment she looked at Anne’s
face.
“I knew it!” she said. “You
would never have kept the most interesting event in
your life a secret from me—you would
never have written me such a cold formal letter as
the letter you left in your room—if there
had not been something wrong. I said so at the
time. I know it now! Why has your husband
forced you to leave Windygates at a moment’s
notice? Why does he slip out of the room in the
dark, as if he was afraid of being seen? Anne!
Anne! what has come to you? Why do you receive
me in this way?”
At that critical moment Mrs. Inchbare reappeared,
with the choicest selection of wearing apparel which
her wardrobe could furnish. Anne hailed the welcome
interruption. She took the candles, and led the
way into the bedroom immediately.