Options eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 233 pages of information about Options.

Options eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 233 pages of information about Options.

“Well,” I said, “go on and tell me.  How do you size me up?”

“I should say,” said the student of human nature with unpardonable hesitation, “that you was, say, in the contracting business—­or maybe worked in a store—­or was a sign-painter.  You stopped in the park to finish your cigar, and thought you’d get a little free monologue out of me.  Still, you might be a plasterer or a lawyer—­it’s getting kind of dark, you see.  And your wife won’t let you smoke at home.”

I frowned gloomily.

“But, judging again,” went on the reader of men, “I’d say you ain’t got a wife.”

“No,” said I, rising restlessly.  “No, no, no, I ain’t.  But I will have, by the arrows of Cupid!  That is, if—­”

My voice must have trailed away and muffled itself in uncertainty and despair.

“I see you have a story yourself,” said the dusty vagrant—­impudently, it seemed to me.  “Suppose you take your dime back and spin your yarn for me.  I’m interested myself in the ups and downs of unfortunate ones who spend their evenings in the park.”

Somehow, that amused me.  I looked at the frowsy derelict with more interest.  I did have a story.  Why not tell it to him?  I had told none of my friends.  I had always been a reserved and bottled-up man.  It was psychical timidity or sensitiveness—­perhaps both.  And I smiled to myself in wonder when I felt an impulse to confide in this stranger and vagabond.

“Jack,” said I.

“Mack,” said he.

“Mack,” said I, “I’ll tell you.”

“Do you want the dime back in advance?” said he.

I handed him a dollar.

“The dime,” said I, “was the price of listening to your story.”

“Right on the point of the jaw,” said he.  “Go on.”

And then, incredible as it may seem to the lovers in the world who confide their sorrows only to the night wind and the gibbous moon, I laid bare my secret to that wreck of all things that you would have supposed to be in sympathy with love.

I told him of the days and weeks and months that I had spent in adoring Mildred Telfair.  I spoke of my despair, my grievous days and wakeful nights, my dwindling hopes and distress of mind.  I even pictured to this night-prowler her beauty and dignity, the great sway she had in society, and the magnificence of her life as the elder daughter of an ancient race whose pride overbalanced the dollars of the city’s millionaires.

“Why don’t you cop the lady out?” asked Mack, bringing me down to earth and dialect again.

I explained to him that my worth was so small, my income so minute, and my fears so large that I hadn’t the courage to speak to her of my worship.  I told him that in her presence I could only blush and stammer, and that she looked upon me with a wonderful, maddening smile of amusement.

“She kind of moves in the professional class, don’t she?” asked Mack.

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