Thus speaking, I handed the paper to one whom I knew to be a prominent Mason.  The certificate was duly examined and, after a short conference, returned.  “We will do our best,” said the spokesman of the party, and all withdrew.  The day passed without further trouble, and as I sank to sleep that night there came to me a feeling of safety and protection, which was indeed comforting.

Weeks passed, during which I slowly but surely gathered the strength and health necessary to carry out the resolution lately formed, to join my husband, and, if might be, to labor for the cause so loved.  The unceasing ministrations of my mother strengthened alike soul and body, but as I read in that dear face a love and devotion which could never fail, my heart felt many a bitter pang at the thought of the parting that must be.

One evening, having found the courage necessary to tell mother of my plans and hopes, to my surprise the noble woman heard me calmly.  “I had expected this,” she said.  “It is right—­you must, go; but, oh! not now—­not soon,” and in uncontrollable agitation she left the room.  Two days later the subject was resumed.  Ways and means were discussed.  The mother’s face grew paler as that of her child brightened and glowed with returning health and hope.  She pleaded to keep my little boy, but fearing lest his young heart might receive, among the enemies of Southern liberty, impressions which could not be effaced, I decided that he must not be left.

Upon the eve of the battle of Manassas we started on our hazardous journey.  The utmost secrecy had been observed.  No baggage could be allowed.  My thoughtful mother converted quite a large sum into gold, which, stitched into a broad belt, was sewed around my waist.  One bright morning mother and I, with my boy, seated ourselves in the carriage as if for our usual drive.  There was no leave-taking, no appearance of anything unusual.  Once on the road, we were rapidly driven to a railroad depot in a distant town; there I took the train, while my poor mother returned homeward alone.

Arrived in Baltimore, we found ourselves among those whose hearts were filled with ardent love of “the Cause,” and bitter hatred for the soldiers who had, in spite of their heroic resistance, so lately passed through the streets of the city on their way to subjugate the South.  “The rebel” was enthusiastically received.  All were ready to assist her, but at this juncture it seemed impossible to pass the Federal lines.

The great battle of Manassas had been decided.  The wildest excitement prevailed.  Flying soldiers were everywhere.  Almost every hour the sound of fife and drum was heard, as shattered regiments and decimated battalions marched through the streets.  Although all expression of feeling, among the citizens, was sternly repressed, the mask of sullen indifference was known to be but a mask.  Hearts beneath were bounding with pride and joy and hope.  Almost