PART III.
AFTER TWENTY YEARS.[2]
[2] These articles, originally
prepared for The Southern
Bivouac and “South
Illustrated,” are here republished by special
request.
CHAPTER I.
“MY BOYS.”
Address to the Wives and Children of Confederate Veterans.
I have been often and earnestly requested by “my comrades” to address to you a few words explanatory of the tie which binds me to them and them to me. They tell me, among other things, that you “wonder much, and still the wonder grows,” that I should presume to call grave and dignified husbands and fathers “my boys.” Having promised to meet their wishes, I must in advance apologize for the egoism which it is quite impossible to avoid, as my own war record is inseparable from that of my comrades.
Does it seem strange to you that I call these bronzed and bearded men “my boys?” Ah, friends, in every time-worn face there lives always for me “the light of other days.” Memory annihilates the distance between the long-ago and the present.
I seem to see them marching, with brave, bright faces and eager feet, to meet the foe. I hear the distant boom of cannon, growing fainter as they press the retreating enemy. And then, alas! many come back to me mutilated, bleeding, dying, yet with ardor unquenched, repressing moans of anguish that they may listen for the shout of victory: wrestling fiercely with the King of Terrors, not that they fear to die, but because his chill grasp palsies the arm that would fain strike another blow for the right.
I stood among the sick and wounded lying in a hospital in Richmond, Virginia, while the magnificent Army of Northern Virginia was passing from the scene of their late glorious victory at Manassas to meet the invaders under McClellan, who were marching upon the Peninsula. Around me lay many sick and wounded men, gathered under the immense roof of a tobacco factory, which covered nearly a whole square. Its windows commanded a full view of the legions passing on both sides.