presence, I chose always a seat where I could gaze
upon the face of Patrick Henry, recalling his stirring
words, trying to imagine what he would have thought
and said now, and almost daring to wish that soul
of fire might come, if only for a moment, to animate
the cold form; that the silent lips might speak, the
eyes look upward to where the breeze of morning stirred
the sacred flag which my own heart saluted. Lingering
thus until the first rays of the sun came to glorify
its waving folds, I drank in deep draughts of patriotism
and love for the holy cause, sweet, inspiring, elevating;
a tonic powerful and lasting in its effects, bracing
mind and soul to persevere in the course I had marked
out for myself, to tread unfalteringly a path beset
by difficulties then undreamed of. Not long afterward
the capitol square became forever sacred to Southern
hearts; for here, standing upon the steps of the beautiful
monument, beneath the bronze statue of George Washington,
the first President of the Southern Confederacy took
upon himself the solemn vows of office, and at the
same time the stirring airs of “Dixie”
and “The Bonnie Blue Flag” received the
stamp of nationality. Ah! then how overwhelming
the applause. But no one dreamed of a time in
the far future when the Southern Confederacy should
have become a thing of the past; of a time when the
first faint notes of “Dixie” would have
power to sway the hearts of thousands, to turn quiet
crowds into excited, surging masses of men who would
rend the air with cheers and the dear old “rebel
yell,” of women who, unable to control their
feelings, would testify by applauding hands, waving
handkerchiefs, and streaming eyes how precious were
the memories awakened.
One moonlight evening I stood again before the statue
of that grand patriot and statesman, Patrick Henry.
My companions were Mrs. Frances Gawthmey, of Richmond,
and Commodore Matthew F. Maury, a man whom the scientific
world delighted to honor, and of whom it may be well
said, “We ne’er shall look upon his like
again.” When Virginia cast her fortunes
with the Southern Confederacy, he held a distinguished
position under the United States Government. Had
he sought self-aggrandizement, renown, the fullest
recognition of valuable services to the Government,
the way was open, the prospect dazzling. But
he was not even tempted. Beloved voices called
him,—the voices of love and duty.
He listened, obeyed, laying at the feet of the new
Confederacy as loyal a heart as ever beat,—a
resplendent genius, the knowledge which is power.
In the days of my childhood I had known Captain
Maury, and had been taught to revere him. When
we met in Richmond, Commodore Maury was still
my friend and mentor. His kindly offices were
mine whenever needed, and his care followed me through
all vicissitudes, until, after many months, the varying
fortunes of war separated us, never, alas! to meet
again in this world.