Why has the Lady left her home,
And quitted every earthly care,
And sought, in deep monastic gloom,
The holy balm that centres there?
Oh! ill that Lady’s eye could brook
On those deserted scenes to look,
Where she so oft had marked her child,
With all a mother’s joy and smiled,
For not a shrub, or tree or flower,
But brought to mind some happy hour,
And called to life some vision fair.
When her young hope stood smiling there.
But he was gone! and what had she
To do with love, or hope, or pride,
For every feeling, warm and free,
Had left her when young Duncan died;
And she had nought on earth beside.
One single throb was lingering yet,
And that forbade her to forget;
Forget! what spell can calm the soul?
Should memory o’er its pulses roll
Through almost every night of grief,
We still hope for the morrow;
But what to those can bring relief,
Who pine in endless sorrow.
—EMMA TUCKER.
LINES WRITTEN ON THE PROSPECT OF DEATH.
Sad solitary thought! that keeps thy vigils,
Thy solemn vigils in the sick man’s
mind;
Communing lonely with his sinking soul,
And musing on the dim obscurity around
him!
Thee! rapt in thy dark magnificence, I
call
At this still midnight hour, this awful
season,
When on my bed in wakeful restlessness,
I turn me, weary: while all around,
All, all, save me, sink in forgetfulness,
I only wake to watch the sickly taper
that lights,
Me to my tomb. Yes, ’tis the
hand of death
I feel press heavy on my vitals;
Slow sapping the warm current of existence;
My moments now are few! e’en now
I feel the knife, the separating knife,
divide
The tender chords that tie my soul
To earth. Yes, I must die, I feel
that I must die
And though to me has life been dark and
dreary
Though smiling Hope, has lured but to
deceive,
And disappointment still pursued its blandishments,
Yet do I feel my soul recoil within me,
As I contemplate the grim gulf,—
The shuddering blank, the awful void futurity.
Aye, I had planned full many a sanguine
scheme,
Romantic schemes and fraught with loveliness;
And it is hard to feel the hand of death
Arrest one’s steps; throw a chill
blast
O’er all one’s budding hopes,
and hurl one’s soul
Untimely to the grave, lost in the gaping
gulf
Of blank oblivion. Fifty years hence,
And who will think of Henry? ah, none!
Another busy world of beings will start
up
In the interim, and none will hold him
In remembrance. I shall sink as sinks
A stranger in the crowded streets of busy
London,
A few enquiries, and the crowds pass on,
And all’s forgotten. O’er
my grassy grave