thing exterior and local that could be supposed attractive,
with spirit and precision. No suspicious flourishes
now of apology or concern; it was the language of
real feeling towards Mrs. Weston; and the transition
from Highbury to Enscombe, the contrast between the
places in some of the first blessings of social life
was just enough touched on to shew how keenly it was
felt, and how much more might have been said but for
the restraints of propriety.—The charm of
her own name was not wanting.
Miss Woodhouse
appeared more than once, and never without a something
of pleasing connexion, either a compliment to her
taste, or a remembrance of what she had said; and
in the very last time of its meeting her eye, unadorned
as it was by any such broad wreath of gallantry, she
yet could discern the effect of her influence and
acknowledge the greatest compliment perhaps of all
conveyed. Compressed into the very lowest vacant
corner were these words—“I had not
a spare moment on Tuesday, as you know, for Miss Woodhouse’s
beautiful little friend. Pray make my excuses
and adieus to her.” This, Emma could not
doubt, was all for herself. Harriet was remembered
only from being
her friend. His information
and prospects as to Enscombe were neither worse nor
better than had been anticipated; Mrs. Churchill was
recovering, and he dared not yet, even in his own
imagination, fix a time for coming to Randalls again.
Gratifying, however, and stimulative as was the letter
in the material part, its sentiments, she yet found,
when it was folded up and returned to Mrs. Weston,
that it had not added any lasting warmth, that she
could still do without the writer, and that he must
learn to do without her. Her intentions were
unchanged. Her resolution of refusal only grew
more interesting by the addition of a scheme for his
subsequent consolation and happiness. His recollection
of Harriet, and the words which clothed it, the “beautiful
little friend,” suggested to her the idea of
Harriet’s succeeding her in his affections.
Was it impossible?—No.—Harriet
undoubtedly was greatly his inferior in understanding;
but he had been very much struck with the loveliness
of her face and the warm simplicity of her manner;
and all the probabilities of circumstance and connexion
were in her favour.—For Harriet, it would
be advantageous and delightful indeed.
“I must not dwell upon it,” said she.—“I
must not think of it. I know the danger of indulging
such speculations. But stranger things have
happened; and when we cease to care for each other
as we do now, it will be the means of confirming us
in that sort of true disinterested friendship which
I can already look forward to with pleasure.”