his attention to the promise which says: “He
that cometh unto me I will in no wise cast out.”
He requested me to pray with him. I have never
before prayed save in the retirement of my own room,
and I felt a degree of diffidence at the thought of
praying in the presence of others, but I overcame
the feeling, and, kneeling down, I forgot the physician
as well as others who listened to me, and lifted up
my voice in solemn earnest prayer. I forgot everything
but the God before whom I pleaded. I prayed that
were it the will of Providence, he might be restored
to health; but, if not, that he might, in believing
on the Saviour, find a comfort which would enable
him to triumph even over the terrors of death.
When I rose from my knees, he seemed more composed,
and, after remaining silent for a short time, he addressed
me with much earnestness, saying: “It seems
to me, Walter, that I
must see my two boys,
before I die. Send for them at once. I drove
them from me by my harshness, years ago. Send
for them at once, and I hope my life maybe spared to
see them once more.” He held my hand long
at parting, saying: “You have done me good,
Walter, and I do begin to have a hope that my Heavenly
Father will have mercy upon me and receive me, not
for any merit of my own, but through the merits of
that Saviour who died for the salvation of repentant
and believing sinners.” Learning the address
from Mrs. Judson, I at once dispatched a telegraph
message to the two sons, and four days later they
arrived, to mingle their tears at the death-bed of
their father, from whom they had so long been estranged.
It was evident, from day to day, that Mr. Judson was
failing fast; but, as his bodily strength wasted away,
a most happy change came over his mind, during the
last few days of his life.
I was summoned from my pillow at midnight to stand
by his death-bed. His death was calm and full
of hope; but, to the last, it was to him a matter
of regret, that he had neglected, through life, those
things which afforded him any hope in death.
Among his last words to me, he warned me against setting
my heart upon riches, in a way that would prove a
snare to any soul. “Riches,” said
he, “are a great blessing when rightly used,
but ought not to be the chief aim and object of life.”
Before the morning dawned, his spirit passed away,
and it was my hand that closed his eyes in the dreamless
sleep of death. The next day I called, in company
with my mother, and entered the darkened room where
lay his lifeless remains, now habited for the grave.
I gazed long and silently upon those features now
stamped with the seal of death. Reader, if there
lives one against whom you cherish angry and bitter
feelings, pause a moment and consider what your feelings
would be if called to stand by their coffin; for,
be assured, your anger will then give place to sorrow
that you ever indulged anger toward the poor fellow-mortal
now extended before you in the slumber of death.
I attended the funeral of Mr. Judson, and saw his