I have had the impression that I should never recover;
and should I not live to see any of my friends.
I have one or two requests to make of you, knowing
that you will attend to my wishes when I shall be
no more.” I became so much alarmed that
I was on the point of calling some of the family;
but he arrested me saying: “I am quite
free from pain, and when I have finished my conversation
with you shall probably sleep.” He continued,
“I know my father will hasten at once to me
when apprised of my illness, but should I not live
till he arrives, tell him I have endeavored to follow
the counsels he gave me when I left home; for I know
it will comfort him when I am gone to know that I
respected his wishes. Tell him, also, he will
find what money I have been able to save from my salary
deposited in the Savings Bank. Tell him to remember
me to my mother and sister Mary, and could I have
been permitted to see them again it would have afforded
me much happiness, but that I died trusting in the
merits of my Redeemer, and hope to meet them all in
Heaven, where parting will be no more.”
His writing-desk, which was a very beautiful and expensive
article, he requested me to accept of as a token of
affection from him. I promised faithfully to
obey all his wishes should his sad forebodings prove
true, yet I could not believe he was to die. At
the close of our conversation he seemed fatigued,
I arranged his pillows and gave him a cooling drink,
and I was soon aware by his regular breathing that
he slept soundly. As he lay there wrapped in
repose my memory ran backward over all the happy time
I had spent with him; he was the only one outside
of Mr. Baynard’s family with whom I was at all
intimate, and the bitter tears which I could not repress,
as I gazed upon his changed features, made me sensible
how dear he had become to me. A hasty letter
was written next morning to Mr. Dalton, informing him
of his son’s illness, and of his urgent request
that he should hasten to him as soon as possible;
but poor Robert lived not to see his father again.
The next day after the letter was written a sudden
change for the worse took place in his disease, and
it soon became evident that he could live but a few
hours. He expressed a wish that I should remain
with him to the last, and before another morning dawned
Robert Dalton had passed from among the living.
A short time before his death, his eyes sought my
face, and his lips moved as though he wished to speak
to me; I bowed my ear to catch his words, as he said
in a voice which was audible to me only: “When
my father arrives remember all I said to you, and tell
him I died happy, feeling that all will be well with
me.” After this he spoke no more, and an
hour later he died with my hand clasped in his own.
When, two days after, his father arrived, and found
that he was indeed dead, his grief was heart-rending
to witness. Never before did I see such an agony
of grief as was depicted upon his countenance as he
bowed himself over the lifeless body of his only son.