last year at school. Of all the family I had
become most attached to my aged grandma, whose life
was evidently drawing near the close. She liked
to have me near her, and, to her, no other reading
was like mine; and the best which any one else could
do, fell far below my services in waiting upon her;
and my uncle and aunt often wondered what mother would
do when the time came that I must leave them.
Considerate ones, spare yourselves these forebodings,
for, before I shall have left your family-circle, your
aged mother will have been called to enjoy that rest
which remaineth to all who live the life she has lived.
It was thought by many to be somewhat singular that
a youth of my age should have been so happy and contented
in the quiet dwelling of my uncle, whose youngest occupants
were middle-aged, and they could not be supposed to
have much sympathy with the thoughts and feelings
of youth. I had gone there in the first place
merely to obey the wishes of my mother, which had ever
been as a law unto me. I loved my uncle from
the first, and, instead of feeling anger at the distrust
with which my aunt was inclined to regard me, I felt
a sort of pity for the lonely woman, and resolved,
if possible, to teach her by my conduct that I was
not altogether so bad as she supposed; and my kindness
to her soon softened a heart which had become somewhat
unfeeling, from having so few natural ties, as well
as for want of intercourse with the world at large;
and I learned that my attempts to please her, especially
when they involved self-sacrifice, made me all the
happier, so true it is that “it is more blessed
to give than to receive.”
And in time I learned to love my home at the old farm
house, with an affection so deep that the thought
of leaving it was very unpleasant to me. I had
also become much attached to my kind teacher and his
family, and thought with pain of a separation from
them. But the time was now drawing nigh when,
like every youth who must depend upon his own exertions
for success, I must go forth to make my own way in
the world. By diligent study I had acquired an
education which would enable me to fill a position
of trust and responsibility, when I should have gained
a practical knowledge of business. My mind turned
toward mercantile pursuits, and it was my intention
(after leaving school) to seek a situation where I
could obtain experience in business.
CHAPTER XXI.
Winter had gradually melted away before the genial
sun and warm rains of spring, till the snow had entirely
disappeared, and the fields began to wear a tinge
of green, with many other indications that summer was
about to revisit the earth. There is something
very cheering in the return of spring after enduring
for a lengthened period the rigors of winter.
The waters are loosed from their icy fetters, and
sparkle with seemingly renewed brightness in the glad
beams of the sun, and all nature seems to partake