Then she opened the door and went out into the yard, which was a pool of cold light, ringed round with barns and buildings and reed-thatched haystacks.  It was queer how this cold, still, trembling dawn hurt her—­seemed to flow into her, to be part of herself, and yet to wound....  She had never felt like this before—­she could never have imagined that love would make her feel like this, would make her see beauty in her forsaken yard at dawn—­not only see but feel that beauty, physically, as pain.  Her heart wounded her—­her knees were failing—­she went back into the house.

A wooden chair stood in the passage outside the kitchen door, and she sat down on it.  She was still unable to think, and she knew now that she did not want to think—­it might make her afraid.  She wanted only to remember....  He had called her the loveliest, sweetest, most beautiful woman in the world....  She repeated his words over and over again, calling up the look with which he had said them ... oh, those eyes of his—­slanty, saucy, secret, loving eyes....

She wondered why he did not come down.  She could not imagine that he had turned into bed and gone to sleep—­that he did not know she was sitting here waiting for him in the dawn.  For a moment she thought of going up and knocking at his door—­then she heard a thud of footsteps and creaking of boards, which announced that Mene Tekel and Nan Gregory of Windpumps were stirring in their bedroom.  In an incredibly short time they were coming downstairs, tying apron-strings and screwing up hair as they went, and making a terrific stump past the door behind which they imagined their mistress was in bed.  It was a great shock to them to find that she was downstairs before them—­they weren’t more than five minutes late.

“Hurry up, gals,” said Joanna, “and get that kettle boiling for the men.  I hear Broadhurst about the yard.  Mene Tekel, see as there’s no clinkers left in the grate; Mrs. Alce never got her bath yesterday evening before dinner as she expects it.  When did you do the flues last?”

She set her household about its business—­her dreams could not live in the atmosphere of antagonistic suspicion in which she had always viewed the younger members of her own sex.  She was firmly convinced that neither Nan nor Mene would do a stroke of work if she was not “at them”; the same opinion applied in a lesser degree to the men in the yard.  So till Ansdore’s early breakfast appeared amid much hustling and scolding, Joanna had no time to think about her lover, or continue the dreams so strangely and gloriously begun in the sunless dawn.

Bertie was late for breakfast, and came down apologising for having overslept himself.  But he had a warm, sleepy, rumpled look about him which made her forgive him.  He was like a little boy—­her little boy ... she dropped her eyelids over her tears.

After breakfast, as soon as they were alone, she stole into his arms and held close to him, without embrace, her hands just clasped over her breast on which her chin had fallen.  He tried to raise her burning, blushing face, but she turned it to his shoulder.