Ishmael eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 810 pages of information about Ishmael.

Ishmael eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 810 pages of information about Ishmael.

“As if I would!  Oh, Herman, as if I would depend upon anything but your dear love to give me all I need!  Armed against you, am I?  I do not choose to be so!  It is enough for me to know that I am your wife.  I do not care to be able to prove it; for, Herman, were it possible for you to forsake me, I should not insist upon my ’rights’—­I should die.  Therefore, why should I be armed with legal proofs against you, my Herman, my life, my soul, my self?  I will not continue so!” And with a generous abandonment she drew from her bosom the marriage certificate, tore it to pieces, and scattered it abroad, saying:  “There now!  I had kept it as a love token, close to my heart, little knowing it was a cold-blooded, cautious, legal proof, else it should have gone before, where it has gone now, to the winds!  There now, Herman, I am your own wife, your own Nora, quite unarmed and defenseless before you; trusting only to your faith for my happiness; knowing that you will never willingly forsake me; but feeling that if you do, I should not pursue you, but die!”

“Dear trusting girl! would you indeed deprive yourself of all defenses thus?  But, my Nora, did you suppose when I took you to my bosom that I had intrusted your peace and safety and honor only to a scrap of perishable paper?  No, Nora, no!  Infidelity to you is forever impossible to me; but death is always possible to all persons; and so, though I could never forsake you, I might die and leave you; and to guard against the consequences of such a contingency I surrounded you with every legal security.  The minister that married us resides in this county; the witness that attended us lives with you.  So that if to-morrow I should die, you could claim, as my widow, your half of my personal property and your life-interest in my estate.  And if to-morrow you should become impatient of your condition as a secreted wife, and wish to enter upon all the honors of Bradenell Hall, you have the power to do so!”

“As if I would!  As if it was for that I loved you! oh, Herman!”

“I know you would not, love!  And I know it was not for that you loved me!  I have perfect confidence in your disinterestedness.  And I hope you have as much in mine.”

“I have, Herman.  I have!”

“Then, to go back to the first question, why did you wound me by saying, that though I had married you, you knew you never could be owned as my wife?”

“I spoke from a deep conviction!  Oh, Herman, I know you will never willingly forsake me; but I feel you will never acknowledge me!”

“Then you must think me a villain!” said Herman bitterly.

“No, no, no; I think, if you must have my thoughts, you are the gentlest, truest, and noblest among men.”

“You cannot get away from the point; if you think I could desert you, you must think I am a villain!”

“Oh, no, no! besides, I did not say you would desert me!  I said you would never own me!”

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