had promised that there should be no such speaking,
and, indeed, no danger of that kind was feared.
Whatever Mr. Saul might do, he would do openly—nay,
audaciously. But, though there existed this security,
nevertheless things as regarded Fanny were very unpleasant.
When Mr. Saul had commenced his courtship, she had
agreed with her family in almost ridiculing the idea
of such a lover. There had been a feeling with
her as with the others, that poor Mr. Saul was to
be pitied. Then she had come to regard his overtures
as matters of grave import—not, indeed,
avowing to her mother anything so strong as a return
of his affection, but speaking of his proposal as
one to which there was no other objection than that
of a want of money. Now, however, she went moping
about the house as though she were a victim of true
love, condemned to run unsmoothly forever—as
though her passion for Mr. Saul were too much for
her, and she were waiting in patience till death should
relieve her from the cruelty of her parents.
She never complained. Such victims never do complain.
But she moped and was wretched, and when her mother
questioned her, struggling to find out how strong this
feeling might in truth be, Fanny would simply make
her dutiful promises—promises which were
wickedly dutiful—that she would never mention
the name of Mr. Saul any more. Mr. Saul, in the
mean time, went about his parish duties with grim
energy, supplying the rector’s shortcomings without
a word. He would have been glad to preach all
the sermons and read all the services during these
six months, had he been allowed to do so. He was
constant in the schools—more constant than
ever in his visitings. He was very courteous
to Mr. Clavering when the necessities of their position
brought them together. For all this, Mr. Clavering
hated him—unjustly. For a man placed
as Mr. Saul was placed, a line of conduct exactly level
with that previously followed is impossible, and it
was better that he should become more energetic in
his duties than less so. It will be easily understood
that all these things interfered much with the general
happiness of the family at the rectory at this time.
The Monday came, and Harry Clavering, now convalescent,
and simply interesting from the remaining effects
of his illness, started on his journey for London.
There had come no further letters from Onslow Terrace
to the parsonage, and, indeed, owing to the intervention
of Sunday, none could have come unless Florence had
written by return of post. Harry made his journey,
beginning with some promise of happiness to himself;
but becoming somewhat uneasy as his train drew near
to London. He had behaved badly, and he knew
that in the first place he must own that he had done
so. To men such a necessity is always grievous.
Women not unfrequently like the task. To confess,
submit, and be accepted as confessing and submitting,
comes naturally to the feminine mind. The cry
of peccavi sounds soft and pretty when made by sweet