he has realised that his youth is gone; the old man
lives so completely in the past that he is taken only
by a gentle shock of surprise when he finds that the
end is upon him. Swiftly, like some wild hunt
of shadows, the generations fleet away—nothing
stays their frantic speed; and to the true observer
no fictitious flight of spirits on the Brocken could
be half so weird as the passage of one generation
of the children of men. As we grow old, the appalling
brevity of time impresses itself more and more on the
consciousness of calm and thoughtful men; yet nine-tenths
of our race spend the best part of their days in trying
to make their ghostly sweeping flight from eternity
to eternity seem more rapid than it really is.
That hot and fevered youth who stands in the betting-ring
and nervously pencils his race-card never thinks that
the time of weakness and sadness and weariness is
coming on; that gray and tremulous old man who bends
over the roulette-table never thinks that he will
speedily drop into a profundity deeper than ever plummet
sounded. The gliding ball does not swing round
in its groove faster than the old man’s soul
fares towards the darkness; and yet he clenches his
jaw and engages in the most trivial of pursuits as
if he had an eternity before him. The youth and
the dotard have alike succeeded in passing out of
themselves, and their very souls will not return to
the body until the delirious spell has ceased to act.
All men alike seem to have, more or less, this craving
for oblivion. Long ago I remember seeing a company
of farmers who had come to market in the prosperous
times; they were among the wildest of their set, and
they settled down to cards when business was done.
Day after day those bucolic gentlemen sat on; when
one of them lay down on a settle to snatch a nap,
his place was taken by another, and at the end of the
week some of the original company were still in the
parlour, having gambled furiously all the while without
ever washing or undressing. Time was non-existent
for them, and their consciousness was exercised only
in watching the faces of the cards and counting up
points. But the dull-witted farmers were quite
equalled by the polished scholar, the great orator,
the brilliant wit, Charles Fox. It was nothing
to Fox if he sat for three days and three nights at
a stretch over the board of green cloth. His
fortune went; he might lose at the rate of ten thousand
pounds in the twenty-four hours; but he had succeeded
in forgetting himself, and his loss of time and fortune
counted as nothing. The light, careless gipsy
shares the disposition of the matchless orator and
the dull farmer. You may see a gipsy enter the
tossing-ring at a fair; he loses all his money, but
he goes on staking everything he possesses, and, if
the luck remains adverse, he will continue tossing
until his pony, his cart, his lurcher-dog, his very
clothes are all gone. The Chinaman will play for
his life; the Red Indian recklessly piles all he owns