Grey Roses eBook

Henry Harland
This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 181 pages of information about Grey Roses.

Grey Roses eBook

Henry Harland
This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 181 pages of information about Grey Roses.
we confined ourselves to the garden.  Her head was full of the queerest romantic notions.  You couldn’t persuade her that the white irises that grew about our pond weren’t enchanted princesses.  One day we filled a bottle with holy water at the Church, and then she sprinkled them with it, pronouncing an incantation.  “If ye were born as ye are, remain as ye are; but if ye were born otherwise, resume your original shapes.”  They remained as they were; but that didn’t shake her faith.  Something was amiss with the holy water, or with the form of her incantation.’

She laughed softly.  ‘Then she was nice?  You liked her?’ she asked.

’Oh, I was passionately in love with her.  All children are passionately in love with somebody, aren’t they?  A real grande passion.  It began when I was about ten.’  He broke off, to laugh.  ’Do you care for love stories?  I’m a weary, wayworn man; but upon my word, I’ve never in all my life felt any such intense emotion for a woman, anything that so nearly deserved to be called love, as I felt for Helene de la Granjolaye when I was an infant.  Night after night I used to lie awake thinking how I loved her—­longing to tell her so—­planning how I would, next day—­composing tremendous declarations—­imagining her response—­and waiting in a fever of impatience for the day to come.  But then, when I met her, I didn’t dare.  Bless me, how I used to thrill at sight of her, with love, with fear.  How I used to look at her face, and pine to kiss her.  If her hand touched mine, I almost fainted.  It’s very strange that children before their teens should be able to experience the whole gamut of the spiritual side of love; and yet it’s certain.’

She was looking at him with intent eyes, her lips parted a little.  ‘But you did tell her at last, I hope?’ she said, anxiously.

He had got warmed to his subject, and her interest inspired him.  ’Oh, at last!  It was here—­in this very spot.  I had picked a lot of celandine, and stuck them about in her hair, where they shone like stars.  Oh, the joy of being allowed to touch her hair!  It made utterance a necessity.  I fumbled and stammered, and blushed and thrilled, and almost choked.  And at last I blurted it out.  “I love you so.  I love you so.”  That—­after the eloquent declarations I had composed overnight!’

‘And she?’

’She answered quite simply, “Et moi, je t’aime tant, aussi.”  And then she began to cry.  And when I asked her what she was crying for, she explained that I oughtn’t to have left her in doubt for so long; she had been so unhappy from fear that I didn’t “love her so.”  She was quite unfemininely frank, you see.  Oh, the ecstacy of that hour!  The ecstacy of our first kiss!  From that time on it was “mon petit mari” and “ma petite femme.”  The greatest joy in life for me, for us, was to sit together, holding each other’s hands, and repeating from time to time, “J’ t’aime tant, j’ t’aime tant.”  Now and then we would vary it with a fugue upon our names—­“Helene!”—­“Paul!"’ He laughed.  ’Children, with their total lack of humour, are the drollest of created beings, aren’t they?’

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