ground he walks on.’ It is certain she deemed
him the wisest, the noblest, the handsomest, the most
gifted, of human kind. That little gleam of mockery
in her eye died out instantly when she looked at him,
when she spoke of him or listened to him; instead,
there came a tender light of love, and her face grew
pale with the fervour of her affection. Yet,
when he jested, no one laughed more promptly or more
heartily than she. In those days I was perpetually
trying to write fiction; and Old Childe was my inveterate
hero. I forget in how many ineffectual manuscripts,
under what various dread disguises, he was afterwards
reduced to ashes; I am afraid, in one case, a scandalous
distortion of him got abroad in print. Publishers
are sometimes ill-advised; and thus the indiscretions
of our youth may become the confusions of our age.
The thing was in three volumes, and called itself
a novel; and of course the fatuous author had to make
a bad business worse by presenting a copy to his victim.
I shall never forget the look Nina gave me when I
asked her if she had read it; I grow hot even now
as I recall it. I had waited and waited expecting
her compliments; and at last I could wait no longer,
and so asked her; and she answered me with a look!
It was weeks, I am not sure it wasn’t months,
before she took me back to her good graces. But
Old Childe was magnanimous; he sent me a little pencil-drawing
of his head, inscribed in the corner, ‘To Frankenstein
from his Monster.’
V.
It was a queer life for a girl to live, that happy-go-lucky
life of the Latin Quarter, lawless and unpremeditated,
with a cafe for her school-room, and none but men
for comrades; but Nina liked it; and her father had
a theory in his madness. He was a Bohemian, not
in practice only, but in principle; he preached Bohemianism
as the most rational manner of existence, maintaining
that it developed what was intrinsic and authentic
in one’s character, saved one from the artificial,
and brought one into immediate contact with the realities
of the world; and he protested he could see no reason
why a human being should be ‘cloistered and
contracted’ because of her sex. ’What
would not hurt my son, if I had one, will not hurt
my daughter. It will make a man of her—without
making her the less a woman.’ So he took
her with him to the Cafe Bleu, and talked in her presence
quite as freely as he might have talked had she been
absent. As, in the greater number of his theological,
political, and social convictions, he was exceedingly
unorthodox, she heard a good deal, no doubt, that most
of us would scarcely consider edifying for our daughters’
ears; but he had his system, he knew what he was about.
’The question whether you can touch pitch and
remain undefiled,’ he said, ’depends altogether
upon the spirit in which you approach it. The
realities of the world, the realities of life, the
real things of God’s universe—what