III.

After dinner he would not let her leave him, but returned with her to the drawing-room, and she said that he might smoke.  He smoked odd little Cuban cigarettes, whereof the odour was delicate and aromatic.  They had talked of everything; they had laughed and sighed over their ancient joys and sorrows.  We know how, in the Courts of Memory, Mirth and Melancholy wander hand in hand.  She had cried a little when her husband and her brother were first spoken of, but at some comic reminiscence of them, a moment afterwards, she was smiling through her tears.  ‘Do you remember so-and-so?’ and ’What has become of such-a-one?’ were types of the questions they asked each other, conjuring up old friends and enemies like ghosts out of the past.  Incidentally, he had described Porto Rico and its negroes and its Spaniards, its climate, its fauna and its flora.

In the drawing-room they sat on opposite sides of the fire, and were silent for a bit.  Profiting by the permission she had given him, he produced one of his Cuban cigarettes, opened it at its ends, unrolled it, rolled it up again, and lit it.

‘Now the time has come for you to tell me what I most want to know,’ she said.

‘What is that?’

‘Why you went away.’

‘Oh,’ he murmured.

She waited a minute.  Then, ‘Tell me,’ she urged.

‘Do you remember Mary Isona?’ he asked.

She glanced up at him suddenly, as if startled.  ’Mary Isona?  Yes, of course.’

‘Well, I was in love with her.’

‘You were in love with Mary Isona?’

’I was very much in love with her.  I have never got over it, I’m afraid.’

She gazed fixedly at the fire.  Her lips were compressed.  She saw a slender girl, in a plain black frock, with a sensitive, pale face, luminous, sad, dark eyes, and a mass of dark, waving hair—­Mary Isona, of Italian parentage, a little music teacher, whose only relation to the world Theodore Vellan lived in was professional.  She came into it for an hour or two at a time now and then, to play or to give a music lesson.

‘Yes,’ he repeated; ’I was in love with her.  I have never been in love with any other woman.  It seems ridiculous for an old man to say it, but I am in love with her still.  An old man?  Are we ever really old?  Our body grows old, our skin wrinkles, our hair turns white; but the mind, the spirit, the heart?  The thing we call “I”?  Anyhow, not a day, not an hour, passes, but I think of her, I long for her, I mourn for her.  You knew her—­you knew what she was.  Do you remember her playing?  Her wonderful eyes?  Her beautiful pale face?  And how the hair grew round her forehead?  And her talk, her voice, her intelligence!  Her taste, her instinct, in literature, in art—­it was the finest I have ever met.’

‘Yes, yes, yes,’ Mrs. Kempton said slowly.  ’She was a rare woman.  I knew her intimately,—­better than any one else, I think.  I knew all the unhappy circumstances of her life:  her horrid, vulgar mother; her poor, dreamy, inefficient father; her poverty, how hard she had to work.  You were in love with her.  Why didn’t you marry her?’