Cabinet minister. Red ribbons and red rosettes
shone from every corner of the room. She had become
one of the oligarchs of
la haute Boheme, she
had become one of the celebrities of Paris. It
would be tiresome to count the novels, poems, songs,
that were dedicated to her, the portraits of her,
painted or sculptured, that appeared at the Mirlitons
or the Palais de l’Industrie. Numberless
were the
partis who asked her to marry them
(I know one, at least, who has returned to the charge
again and again), but she only laughed, and vowed
she would never marry. I don’t say that
she has never had her fancies, her experiences; but
she has consistently scoffed at marriage. At
any rate, she has never affected the least repentance
for what some people would call her ‘fault.’
Her ideas of right and wrong have undergone very little
modification. She was deceived in her estimate
of the character of Ernest Mayer, if you please; but
she would indignantly deny that there was anything
sinful, anything to be ashamed of, in her relations
with him. And if, by reason of them, she at one
time suffered a good deal of pain, I am sure she accounts
Camille an exceeding great compensation. That
Camille is her child she would scorn to make a secret.
She has scorned to assume the conciliatory title of
Madame. As plain Mademoiselle, with a daughter,
you must take her or leave her. And, somehow,
all this has not seemed to make the faintest difference
to her
clientele, not even to the primmest
of the English. I can’t think of one of
them who did not treat her with deference, like her,
and recommend her house.
But her house they need recommend no more,
for she has sold it. Last spring, when I was
in Paris, she told me she was about to do so.
’Ouf! I have lived with my nose to the
grindstone long enough. I am going to “retire."’
What money she had saved from season to season, she
explained, she had entrusted to her friend Baron C——for
speculation. ’He is a wizard, and so I
am a rich woman. I shall have an income of something
like three thousand pounds, mon cher! Oh, we will
roll in it. I have had ten bad years—ten
hateful years. You don’t know how I have
hated it all, this business, this drudgery, this cut-and-dried,
methodical existence—moi, enfant de Boheme!
But, enfin, it was obligatory. Now we will change
all that. Nous reviendrons a nos premieres amours.
I shall have ten good years—ten years of
barefaced pleasure. Then—I will range
myself—perhaps. There is the darlingest
little house for sale, a sort of chalet, built of red
brick, with pointed windows and things, in the Rue
de Lisbonne. I shall buy it—furnish
it—decorate it. Oh, you will see.
I shall have my carriage, I shall have toilets, I
shall entertain, I shall give dinners—olala!
No more boarders, no more bores, cares, responsibilities.
Only my friends and—life! I
feel like one emerging from ten years in the galleys,
ten years of penal servitude. To the Pension
Childe—bonsoir!’