“Then there’s nothing for it that I can see but a mighty smoke—­it’ll soothe our nerves any way.  And a mighty drink—­we shall need it, you bet.”

He rang the bell, lit his first cigar, and settled himself for his watch.  His irritation was still sullenly fermenting; for not only was he going to spend a disagreeable night, but he had been most inconsiderately balked of a pleasant one.

“It’s inconceivable,” said he, “the things women expect you to do.  If I could do her the smallest good by stopping I wouldn’t complain.  But I can’t see her, can’t go near her, can’t do her the least bit of good in the world—­I would be better out of the way, in fact—­and yet I have to stick here, fretting myself into a fever.  If I didn’t do it I should be an unfeeling, heartless, disgusting brute.  See?  That’s the way they reason.”

Presently, under the soothing influence of the cigar, he settled down into some semblance of his former self.  He talked almost as well as usual, touching on such light local topics as Miss Batchelor and the new Parish Council; he told Mrs. Nevill’s barrister story with variations, and that landed him in a discussion of his plans.  “I very much doubt whether I shall die a country gentleman after all.  It isn’t the life for me.  That old man’s respectability was ideal—­transcendental—­it’s too much for me.  I don’t know why he left it to me.  Sheer cussedness, I suppose.  It would have been just like him if he had left me his immortality, on the condition that I should spend it at Drayton Parva.  I couldn’t stand that.  I don’t even know if I can stand another year of it.  I shall be dragged to the center again some of these days.  It must come.  As it is, I’m a rag of a human moth fluttering round the lamps of town.”

“Fate,” said Stanistreet.

“Not at all.  If I go, it’ll be chance that takes me—­pure chance.”

“Don’t see much difference myself.”

“There’s all the difference.  Ask any man who’s been chivied about to all the ends of the earth and back again.  He can tell you something about, chance, but I doubt if he swears much by fate.  Chance—­oh Lord, don’t I know it!—­chance takes you up and plays with you, pleases you or teases you, and drops you when she’s tired of you.  Like—­some ladies of our acquaintance, and you’re none the worse for it, not you!  Fate looks devilish well after you, loves you or hates you, and in either case sticks to you and ruins you.  Like your wife.  To complete the little allegory, you can have as many chances as you like, but only one fate.  Needless to say, though my chances have been many and charming, I naturally prefer my—­fate.”

Tyson was a master of the graceful art of symbolism, and Stanistreet had caught the trick from him.  At the present moment he would have given a great deal to know how much of all this was a mere playing with words.

There was a sound of hurrying feet in the room upstairs, and the two men held their breath.  Tyson was the first to recover.