“I’m keen to go a little way up the hillside,” he said, forcing himself to break a silence that was growing oppressive. “To get a sight of the Palace with the moon full on it. We’ll be cautious—not go too far.”
“I am ready to go anywhere,” she answered; and the fervour of that simple statement told him she was not thinking of hillsides any more than he was—at the back of his mind.
Silence was unkinder than speech; and as they passed out into the open, he scanned the near prospect for a convenient spot. Not far above them a fragment of ruined wall, overhung by trees, ended in a broken arch; its lingering keystone threatened by a bird-borne acacia. A fallen slab of stone, half under it, offered a not too distant seat. Slab and arch were in full light; the space beyond, engulfed in shadow.
Far up the hillside a jackal laughed. Across the valley another answered it. A monkey swung from a branch on to the slab, and sat there engaged in his toilet—a very imp of darkness.
“Not be-creeped—are you?” Roy asked.
“Just the littlest bit! Nice kind of creeps. I feel quite safe—with you.”
The path was rough in parts. Once she stumbled and his hand closed lightly on her arm under the cloak. She felt safe with him—and he must turn and smite her——!
At their approach, the monkey fled with a gibbering squeak: and Roy loosened his hold. Between them and the lake loomed the noble bulk of the palace; roof-terraces and facades bathed in silver, splashed with indigo shadow; but for them—mere man and woman—its imperishable strength and beauty had suddenly become a very little thing. They scarcely noticed it even.
“There—sit,” Roy said softly, and she obeyed.
Her smile mutely invited him; but he could not trust himself—yet. He might have known the moonlight would go to his head.
“Aruna—my dear——” he plunged without preamble. “I took you away from them all because—well—we can’t pretend any more ... you and I. It’s fate—and there we are. I love you—dearly—truly. But....”
How could one go on?
“Oh, Roy!”
Her lifted gaze, her low impassioned cry told all; and before that too clear revealing his hard-won resolution quailed.
“No—not that. I don’t deserve it,” he broke out, lashing himself and startling her. “I’ve been a rank coward—letting things drift. But honestly I hadn’t the conceit—we were cousins ... it seemed natural. And now ... this!”
A stupid catch in his throat arrested him. She sat motionless; never a word.
Impulsively he dropped on one knee, to be nearer, yet not too near. “Aruna—I don’t know how to say it. The fact is ... they were afraid, at Home, if I came out here, I might—it might ... Well, just what’s come to us,” he blurted out in desperation. “And Mother told me frankly—it mustn’t be, twice running ... like that.” Her stillness dismayed him. “Dear,” he urged tenderly, “you see their difficulty—you understand?”