For as the brute rose into fuller view, her chiragh rose with it—and so remained; stranded high and dry somewhere near the horny shoulder; tilted sideways, she judged from the slope of the flame; the oil, its life-blood, trickling away. And as the mugger moved leisurely on, in the wrong direction, breaking up the gold network of reflections, she had her answer—or no answer. The lamp was neither wrecked nor shattered; but it would never, now, reach the farther shore. Mai Lakshmi’s face was turned away in simple indifference, from the plea of a mere waverer between two worlds, who ventured to set her lamp on the waters, not so much in faith as in a mute gesture of despair....
She came very near despair, as she crouched sobbing there in the shadow—not entirely for the fate of her lamp, but in simple reaction from the mingled excitements and emotions of the evening ...
It was only a few minutes—though it seemed an age—before she felt Roy’s hand on her shoulder and heard his voice, troubled and tender beneath its surface note of command.
“Aruna—what the—get up. Don’t cry like that—you mustn’t....”
She obeyed instinctively; and stood there, like a chidden child, battling with her sobs.
“Where’s the thing? What’s happened?” he asked, seeming to disregard her effort at control.
“There—over there. Look ... the mugger!”
“Mugger?” He sighted it. “Well, I’m—the thieving brute!” Humour lurked in his voice—more tonic than sympathy; yet in a sense, more upsetting. Her tragedy had its vein of the ludicrous; and at his hint of it, tears trembled into laughter; laughter into tears. The impact unsteadied her afresh; and she covered her face again shaken with sobs.
“Aruna—my dear—you mustn’t, I tell you....” More tenderness now than command.
She held her breath—pain shot through with sudden ecstasy. For in speaking he had laid an arm round her shoulder; just supporting her with a firm gentle grasp that sent tingling shocks along all her sensitised nerves.
“Listen, Aruna—and don’t cry,” he said, low and urgently. “No answer always leaves room for hope. And you shall have your Dyan, I promise you. I won’t come back without him. I can’t say fairer than that. So now——” his hand closed on her shoulder. “Give over—breaking your poor heart!”
Comforted a little, she uncovered her face. “I will try. Only to-night—I would rather—not the Palace dinner, the fireworks. I would rather go home with Miss Mills and the children....”
“And cry your eyes out all alone. And spoil the whole evening—for us both. No, you don’t. Remember—you are Rajputni: not to be hag-ridden by a mere chiragh and a thieving mugger. No more tears and terrors. Look me in the face—and promise.”
As usual, he was irresistible. What matter Mai Lakshmi’s indifference—since he cared so much? “Faithfully—I promise, Roy,” she said; and, for proof of courage, looked straight into his eyes—that seemed mysteriously to hold and draw her into depths beyond depths.