When we had well nigh given up in despair, we again
directed our eyes to the dark picture of African slavery.
“Oh!” said we, to ourselves, “how
it would soothe and tranquilize our troubled consciences,
if we could but find worse sinners than ourselves.”
“We know that we are vile and depraved, but
are not those slaveholders, a little worse than we
are?” Anxiously and intensely we gazed on, but
we were disappointed! The picture was dark, to
be sure; but we failed to observe all that we
expected! We then called for glasses that magnified
a thousand fold, and again, and again, we surveyed
the dark picture! Ah! we saw something at last!
What was it? Well, we either saw something, or,
otherwise, we thought we saw something. Chagrin
and despair seized upon us, and we exclaimed in the
bitter agonies of our souls, “merciful God,
are we sinners above all sinners—are there
none, so vile as we are?” “But stop—hold
on,” (said we), “we are not done with
negrodom yet—we cannot let those rascally
slaveholders off so lightly—we will yet
make it appear, that they are more wicked than ourselves—or,
at all events, we will not give them up yet.”
It was but seldom that we troubled the good old Bible,
but as we were in a difficulty, we decided at once
to consult her—perchance she might talk
about right on the subject of slavery. After a
long search we found the old book; brushed off the
dust and opened it. Well, now, we felt quite
certain, that the Bible would tell us, that we were
better Christians than slaveholders; for we had already
succeeded in persuading ourselves, that we were not
quite so bad as we imagined at the outset; and we
moreover thought, that we got a glimpse of some thing
dreadful about these Southern folks, but hardly knew
what it was. We then proceeded to examine the
Bible. “Where is it,” (said we),
“that the Bible denounces these slaveholders,
as the chief of sinners?” “Well, we don’t
know, but we think it says something dreadful about
them; but we don’t know where it is, or what
it is.” We searched, but searched in vain;
almost ready to abuse the good Boob, because it refused
to abuse slaveholders. We then soliloquized in
the following words. “We don’t like
these slaveholders—never did—nor
did our fathers before us. Our fathers told us
that they were bad men—that they were guilty
of many horrible things; and that they were not good
Christians, like the people out here North.”
We were, nevertheless, still oppressed by a load of
guilt, and felt the insupportable gnawings of a guilty
conscience. We had oppressed the poor and robbed
the widow and orphans! We had defrauded our neighbor
and slandered our brother! We had lied to both
God and man! “Can it be possible,”
(said we to ourselves), “that there are human
beings living, who have been guilty of more abominable
crimes?” “What is more odious?”
“What could be more detestable?” “What
could render a human being more obnoxious to eternal
vengeance?” We were in this deplorable condition,