A portion of our fellow citizens in another part of this Union, had, by no fault or agency of their own, become involved in the evils and calamities of slavery. We turned our eyes in that direction, and looked on the dark pictures. We felt that we were great sinners. Guilt pressed heavily upon us. “The sorrows of death compassed us: and the pains of hell got hold upon us;” and we “found trouble and sorrow.” The anguish of our guilt was insupportable. We were in deep distress, and we longed for some thing to soothe and ease our troubled minds: but we did not, with the Psalmist, call upon the Lord to “deliver us.” No! By no means, for we thought if we could find worse sinners than ourselves, it would afford us some relief.
Twas thus we sought, but sought
in vain
A panacea for all our pain!
Are there not those more vile
than we—
If baser mortal man can be!
We looked around—and
looked again,
And searched the world—but
searched in vain;
For more depraved—more
vile than we
Sure there were none—none
could there be!
Alas our souls are steeped
in sin!
Though clean without—impure
within—
As sepulchers adorned with
paint
A devil within—without
a saint!
Our condition was pitiable indeed. We said among ourselves, “What now shall we do?” “Where! O! Where shall we find worse sinners than ourselves?” Our woe-begone looks betrayed the secret workings and intentions of our hearts; We again went forth in search of those more wicked than ourselves; but we were destined to disappointment, for we sought in vain,—they were hard to find. They were neither here—nor there—nor any where to be found in all the land of the living! Worse sinners than ourselves could not be found upon this terrestial globe—among all the degenerate sons and daughters of Adam.