“Oh, I have been a cruel son!” thought he, within his own heart.  “God forgive me!  God forgive me!”

But God could not yet forgive him; for he was not truly penitent.  Had he been so, he would have hastened away that very moment to Uttoxeter, and have fallen at his father’s feet, even in the midst of the crowded market-place.  There he would have confessed his fault, and besought Mr. Johnson to go home, and leave the rest of the day’s work to him.  But such was Sam’s pride and natural stubbornness, that he could not bring himself to this humiliation.  Yet he ought to have done so, for his own sake, and for his father’s sake, and for God’s sake.

After sunset, old Michael Johnson came slowly home, and sat down in his customary chair.  He said nothing to Sam; nor do I know that a single word ever passed between them, on the subject of the son’s disobedience.  In a few years, his father died and left Sam to fight his way through the world by himself.  It would make our story much too long were I to tell you even a few of the remarkable events of Sam’s life.  Moreover, there is the less need of this, because many books have been written about that poor boy, and the fame that he acquired, and all that he did or talked of doing, after he came to be a man.

But one thing I must not neglect to say.  From his boyhood upward, until the latest day of his life, he never forgot the story of Uttoxeter market.  Often when he was a scholar of the University of Oxford, or master of an Academy at Edial, or a writer for the London booksellers,—­in all his poverty and toil, and in all his success,—­while he was walking the streets without a shilling to buy food, or when the greatest men of England were proud to feast him at their table,—­still that heavy and remorseful thought came back to him:—­“I was cruel to my poor father in his illness!” Many and many a time, awake or in his dreams, he seemed to see old Michael Johnson, standing in the dust and confusion of the market-place, and pressing his withered hand to his forehead as if it ached.

Alas! my dear children, it is a sad thing to have such a thought as this to bear us company through life.

Though the story was but half finished, yet, as it was longer than usual, Mr. Temple here made a short pause.  He perceived that Emily was in tears, and Edward turned his half-veiled face towards the speaker, with an air of great earnestness and interest.  As for George he had withdrawn into the dusky shadow behind his father’s chair.

Chapter V

In a few moments Mr. Temple resumed the story, as follows: 

SAMUEL JOHNSON—­CONTINUED.

Well, my children, fifty years had passed away since young Sam Johnson had shown himself so hard-hearted towards his father.  It was now market-day in the village of Uttoxeter.