“You have no hope, then?” James said in a low voice.
“I have had no more from the outset than if she had been already dead,” said Gordon.
James said nothing. An enormous pity for the other man was within him. He thought of Clemency, and he seemed to undergo the same pangs. He felt such a terrible understanding of the other’s suffering that it passed the bounds of sympathy. It became almost experience. His young face took on the same expression of dull misery as Gordon’s. Presently Gordon glanced at him, and spoke with a ring of gratitude and affection in his tired voice.
“You are a good fellow, Elliot,” he said, “and you are the one ray of comfort I have. I am glad that I have you to leave poor little Clemency with.”
James looked at him with sudden alarm. “You are not ill?” he said.
“No, but there is an end to everybody’s rope, and sometimes I think I am about at the end of mine. I don’t know. Anyway, it is a comfort to me to think that Clemency has you in case anything should happen to me.”
“She has me as long as I live,” James said fervently. Red overspread his young face, his eyes glistened. Again the great pity and understanding with regard to the other man came over him, and a feeling for Clemency which he had never before had: a feeling greater than love itself, the very angel of love, divinest pity and protection, for all womanhood, which was exemplified for himself in this one girl. His heart ached, as if it were Clemency’s upstairs, lying miserably asleep under the influence of the drug, which alone could protect her from indescribable pain. His mind projected itself into the future, and realized the possibility of such suffering for her, and for himself. The honey-sting of pain, which love has, stung him sharply.