fastened to his desk, but known to a few foresters,
to a few woodsmen, and to some dreamers. Nature
can show effects the significations of which are limitless;
they rise to the grandeur of the highest moral conceptions—be
it the heather in bloom, covered with the diamonds
of the dew on which the sunlight dances; infinitude
decked for the single glance that may chance to fall
upon it:—be it a corner of the forest hemmed
in with time-worn rocks crumbling to gravel and clothed
with mosses overgrown with juniper, which grasps our
minds as something savage, aggressive, terrifying
as the cry of the kestrel issuing from it:—be
it a hot and barren moor without vegetation, stony,
rigid, its horizon like those of the desert, where
once I gathered a sublime and solitary flower, the
anemone pulsatilla, with its violet petals opening
for the golden stamens; affecting image of my pure
idol alone in her valley:—be it great sheets
of water, where nature casts those spots of greenery,
a species of transition between the plant and animal,
where life makes haste to come in flowers and insects,
floating there like worlds in ether:—be
it a cottage with its garden of cabbages, its vineyards,
its hedges overhanging a bog, surrounded by a few
sparse fields of rye; true image of many humble existences:
—be it a forest path like some cathedral
nave, where the trees are columns and their branches
arch the roof, at the far end of which a light breaks
through, mingled with shadows or tinted with sunset
reds athwart the leaves which gleam like the colored
windows of a chancel: —then, leaving
these woods so cool and branchy, behold a chalk-land
lying fallow, where among the warm and cavernous mosses
adders glide to their lairs, or lift their proud slim
heads. Cast upon all these pictures torrents
of sunlight like beneficent waters, or the shadow of
gray clouds drawn in lines like the wrinkles of an
old man’s brow, or the cool tones of a sky faintly
orange and streaked with lines of a paler tint; then
listen—you will hear indefinable harmonies
amid a silence which blends them all.
During the months of September and October I did not
make a single bouquet which cost me less than three
hours search; so much did I admire, with the real
sympathy of a poet, these fugitive allegories of human
life, that vast theatre I was about to enter, the scenes
of which my memory must presently recall. Often
do I now compare those splendid scenes with memories
of my soul thus expending itself on nature; again
I walk that valley with my sovereign, whose white robe
brushed the coppice and floated on the green sward,
whose spirit rose, like a promised fruit, from each
calyx filled with amorous stamens.
No declaration of love, no vows of uncontrollable
passion ever conveyed more than these symphonies of
flowers; my baffled desires impelled me to efforts
of expression through them like those of Beethoven
through his notes, to the same bitter reactions, to
the same mighty bounds towards heaven. In their
presence Madame de Mortsauf was my Henriette.
She looked at them constantly; they fed her spirit,
she gathered all the thoughts I had given them, saying,
as she raised her head from the embroidery frame to
receive my gift, “Ah, how beautiful!”