but the plain cold fact of perversion of human nature!
Daren Lane is so far above your comprehension that
it seems useless to defend him. I have never
done it before. He would not thank me. But
this once I will speak.... In our group of service
men—so few of whom came home—he
was a hero. We all loved him. And for soldiers
at war that tribute is the greatest. If there
was a dirty job to be done, Daren Lane volunteered
for it. If there was a comrade to be helped,
Daren Lane was the first to see it. He never thought
of himself. The dregs of war did not engulf him
as they did so many of us. He was true to his
ideal. He would have been advanced for honors
many a time but for the enmity of our captain.
He won the
Croix de Guerre by as splendid a
feat as I saw during the war.... Thank God, we
had some officers who treated us like men—who
were men themselves. But for the majority we
common soldiers were merely beasts of burden, dogs
to drive. This captain of whom I speak was a padded
shape—shirker from the front line—a
parader of his uniform before women. And he is
that to-day—a chaser of women—girls—
girls
of fifteen.... Yet he has the adulation of Middleville
while Daren Lane is an outcast.... My God, is
there no justice? At home here Daren Lane has
not done one thing that was not right. Some of
the gossip about him is as false as hell. He
has tried to do noble things. If he married Mel
Iden, as you say, it was in some exalted mood to help
her, or to give his name to her poor little nameless
boy.”
Blair paused a moment in a deliberate speech that
toward the end had grown breathless. The faces
before him seemed swaying in a mist.
“As for myself,” he continued in passionate
hurry, “I did not lose my leg!...
I sacrificed it. I gave my career,
my youth, my health, my body—and I will
soon have given my life—for my country
and my people. I was proud to do it. Never
for a moment have I regretted it.... What I lost—Ah!
what I lost was respect for”—Blair
choked—“for the institution that had
deluded me. What I lost was not my leg
but my faith in God, in my country, in the gratitude
of men left at home, in the honor of women.”
Friday, the tenth of January, dawned cold, dark, dreary,
and all day a dull clouded sky promised rain or snow.
From a bride’s point of view it was not a propitious
day for a wedding. A half hour before five o’clock
a stream of carriages began to flow toward St. Marks
and promptly at five the door of the church shut upon
a large and fashionable assembly.
The swelling music of the wedding march pealed out.
The bridal party filed into the church. The organ
peals hushed. The resonant voice of a minister,
with sing-song solemnity, began the marriage service.
Margaret Maynard knew she stood there in the flesh,
yet the shimmering white satin, the flowing veil,
covered some one who was a stranger to her.