that his conscience would not allow him to disobey
the authorities, was not to be trusted out of your
sight. Standing near my companion, I whispered—“This
man must pilot us to some point you will know.”
I should have stated that this deserting soldier was
within sixty miles of his home, and had some knowledge
of the localities not far north from our present position.
With this purpose, I arranged, when we touched the
bank, to be in the rear of the ferryman, and followed
him as he stepped off the boat, to take breath before
a return pull. “Now, my good fellow,”
said I, “you have done us one good turn for
pay, you must do another for friendship. We are
strangers here, and you must take us to the foot of
Waldon’s Ridge, and then we will release you.”
To this demand he demurred most vigorously; but my
determined position between him and the boat, gentle
words, and an eloquent exhibition of my six-shooter,
the sheen of which the moonlight enabled him to perceive,
soon ended the parley, and onward he moved. We
kept him in the road slightly ahead of us, with our
horses on his two flanks, and chatted as sociably
as the circumstances would permit. I am not careful
to justify this constrained service exacted of the
ferryman, further than to say, that I was now visiting
upon the head, or rather the legs, of a real Secessionist,
for an hour or two, just what for many months they
had inflicted upon me. For six long miles we
guarded our prisoner-pilot, and, reaching the foot
of the mountain, the summit of which would reveal
to my friend localities which he could recognize,
and from which he could tell our bearings and distances,
we called a halt. After apologizing for our rudeness
on the plea of self-preservation, and thanking him
for his enforced service, we bade him good-night,
not doubting that he would reach the river in time
to ferry himself over before daylight, and console
his frightened wife by the sight of the golden bribe.
We were now, at eleven o’clock at night, under
the shadow of a dark mountain, and with no knowledge
of the course we were to take, other than the general
purpose of pressing northward.
After making some miles of headway and rising several
hundred feet, we struck off at a right angle from
the road, worked our way for a mile among the rocks,
and tying our horses, lay down under an overhanging
cliff and tried to sleep. But I wooed Somnus in
vain. My brain and heart were too full.
On the verge of a Canaan, for which I had looked and
struggled daring thirteen wearisome months, would
I now reach it in peace, or must other perils be encountered,
and I perhaps thrust back into a dungeon to meet a
deserter’s fate? The future was still uncertain,
and my mind turned backward, recalling childhood’s
joys and a mother’s undying love. Oh, how
I longed for one gentle caress from her soft hand
to soothe me into sleep, and how vividly came back
to my memory words committed long ago,—words
which, with slight change, tenderly expressed the
longing of my spirit that night. I sank into forgetfulness,
repeating over and over those sweet strains: