than she was, in the little disagreements which sometimes
troubled his married state, during which, he owned
to me, that the gloomy irritability of his existence
was more painful to him than ever, he might very naturally,
after her death, be tenderly disposed to charge himself
with slight omissions and offences, the sense of which
would give him much uneasiness. Accordingly we
find, about a year after her decease, that he thus
addressed the Supreme Being: ’O
Lord,
who givest the grace of repentance, and hearest the
prayers of the penitent, grant that by true contrition
I may obtain forgiveness of all the sins committed,
and of all duties neglected in my union with the wife
whom thou hast taken from me; for the neglect of joint
devotion, patient exhortation, and mild instruction.’
The kindness of his heart, notwithstanding the impetuosity
of his temper, is well known to his friends; and I
cannot trace the smallest foundation for the following
dark and uncharitable assertion by Sir John Hawkins:
’The apparition of his departed wife was altogether
of the terrifick kind, and hardly afforded him a hope
that she was in a state of happiness.’
That he, in conformity with the opinion of many of
the most able, learned, and pious Christians in all
ages, supposed that there was a middle state after
death, previous to the time at which departed souls
are finally received to eternal felicity, appears,
I think, unquestionably from his devotions: ’And,
O
Lord, so far as it may be lawful in me, I commend
to thy fatherly goodness the soul of my departed wife;
beseeching thee to grant her whatever is best in her
present state, and finally to receive her to eternal
happiness.’ But this state has not been
looked upon with horrour, but only as less gracious.
He deposited the remains of Mrs. Johnson in the church
of Bromley, in Kent, to which he was probably led
by the residence of his friend Hawkesworth at that
place. The funeral sermon which he composed for
her, which was never preached, but having been given
to Dr. Taylor, has been published since his death,
is a performance of uncommon excellence, and full
of rational and pious comfort to such as are depressed
by that severe affliction which Johnson felt when
he wrote it. When it is considered that it was
written in such an agitation of mind, and in the short
interval between her death and burial, it cannot be
read without wonder.
From Mr. Francis Barber I have had the following authentick
and artless account of the situation in which he found
him recently after his wife’s death:
’He was in great affliction. Mrs. Williams
was then living in his house, which was in Gough-square.
He was busy with the Dictionary. Mr. Shiels,
and some others of the gentlemen who had formerly written
for him, used to come about him. He had then
little for himself, but frequently sent money to Mr.
Shiels when in distress. The friends who visited
him at that time, were chiefly Dr. Bathurst, and Mr.