Now (laughing,) it is not necessary to know our thoughts,
to tell that an attorney will sometimes do nothing.
Charles Wesley, who is a more stationary man, does
not believe the story. I am sorry that John did
not take more pains to inquire into the evidence for
it.’ Miss Seward, (with an incredulous
smile,) ‘What, Sir! about a ghost?’ Johnson.
(with solemn vehemence,) ’Yes, Madam: this
is a question which, after five thousand years, is
yet undecided; a question, whether in theology or philosophy,
one of the most important that can come before the
human understanding.’
Mrs. Knowles mentioned, as a proselyte to Quakerism, Miss ------, a young lady well known to Dr. Johnson, for whom he had shewn much affection; while she ever had, and still retained, a great respect for him. Mrs. Knowles at the same time took an opportunity of letting him know ’that the amiable young creature was sorry at finding that he was offended at her leaving the Church of England and embracing a simpler faith;’ and, in the gentlest and most persuasive manner, solicited his kind indulgence for what was sincerely a matter of conscience. Johnson. (frowning very angrily,) ’Madam, she is an odious wench. She could not have any proper conviction that it was her duty to change her religion, which is the most important of all subjects, and should be studied with all care, and with all the helps we can get. She knew no more of the Church which she left, and that which she embraced, than she did of the difference between the Copernican and Ptolemaick systems.’ Mrs. Knowles. ‘She had the New Testament before her.’ Johnson. ’Madam, she could not understand the New Testament, the most difficult book in the world, for which the study of a life is required.’ Mrs. Knowles. ’It is clear as to essentials.’ Johnson. ’But not as to controversial points. The heathens were easily converted, because they had nothing to give up; but we ought not, without very strong conviction indeed, to desert the religion in which we have been educated. That is the religion given you, the religion in which it may be said Providence has placed you. If you live conscientiously in that religion, you may be safe. But errour is dangerous indeed, if you err when you choose a religion for yourself.’ Mrs. Knowles. ‘Must we then go by implicit faith?’ Johnson. ’Why, Madam, the greatest part of our knowledge is implicit faith; and as to religion, have we heard all that a disciple of Confucius, all that a Mahometan, can say for himself?’ He then rose again into passion, and attacked the young proselyte in the severest terms of reproach, so that both the ladies seemed to be much shocked.
We remained together till it was pretty late. Notwithstanding occasional explosions of violence, we were all delighted upon the whole with Johnson. I compared him at this time to a warm West-Indian climate, where you have a bright sun, quick vegetation, luxuriant foliage, luscious fruits; but where the same heat sometimes produces thunder, lightning, earthquakes, in a terrible degree.