“I am a thief!” he whispered.  He had only to recall this fact (which he did in each crisis) to erect a barrier she could not go around or over.

Sometimes it seemed to him that he was an impostor:  that Ruth believed him to be one Howard Spurlock, when he was only masquerading as Spurlock.  If ever the denouement came—­if ever the Hand reached him—­Ruth would then understand why he had rebuffed all her tender advances.  The law would accord her all her previous rights:  she would return to the exact status out of which in his madness he had taken her.  She might even forgive him.

He thanked God for this talent of his.  He could lose himself for hours at a time.  Whatever he wrote he was:  he became this or that character, he suffered or prospered equally.  He was the beachcomber, or the old sailor with the black pearl (Ruth’s tales), or the wastrel musician McClintock had described to him.  There was a fourth story; but he never told either Ruth or McClintock about this.  He called it “The Man Who Could Not Go Home.”  Himself.  He did not write this with lead but with his heart’s blood.

By the middle of July he was in full health.  In the old days he had been something of an athlete—­a runner, an oarsman, and a crack at tennis.  The morning swims in the lagoon had thickened the red corpuscle.  For all the enervating heat, he applied himself vigorously to his tasks.

Late in July he finished the fourth story.  This time there wasn’t any doubt.  He had done it.  These were yarns!  As he was about to slip the manuscripts into the envelope, something caught his eye:  by Howard Spurlock.  Entranced, he stared at the name.  Suddenly he understood what had happened.  A wrathful God was watching him.  Howard Spurlock.  The honey on his tongue turned to ashes.  To write under a pseudonym!—­to be forced to disown his children!  He could not write under his own name, enjoy the fruits of fame should these tales prove successful.

Here was a thundering blow.  All his dreams shattered in an instant.  What is the supreme idea in the heart and mind of youth?  To win fame and fortune:  and particularly to enjoy them.  Spurlock slumped in his chair, weak and empty.  This was the bitterest hour he had ever known.  From thoughts of fame to thoughts of mere bread and butter!  It seemed to Spurlock that he had tumbled off the edge of Somewhere into the abyss of Nowhere.

At length, when he saw no escape from the inevitable, he took the four title pages from the manuscripts and typed new ones, substituting Taber for Spurlock.  A vast indifference settled down upon him.  He did not care whether the stories were accepted or not.  He was so depressed and disheartened that he did not then believe he would ever write again.

Both Ruth and McClintock came down to the launch to wish him God-speed and good luck.  Ruth hugged the envelope and McClintock, with the end of a burnt match, drew a cabalistic sign.  Through it all Spurlock maintained a gaiety which deceived them completely.  But his treasured dream lay shattered at his feet.