side. She had already been presented to the fashionable
guests who sat around the ample table, and a good deal
of the awe which she had felt in anticipation, had
begun to ooze away. Although much was said that
was unintelligible to her, she could see that this
was not the result of intellectual deficiency on her
part, but merely of an ignorance of the ground on
which the conversation was founded. As Cornelia
stole glances at the faces, pretty or pretentious,
of the young ladies, or at the mustaches, whiskers,
or carefully-parted hair of the young gentlemen, it
did not seem to her that she could call herself essentially
the inferior of any one of them. As to what they
thought of her, she could only conjecture; but the
gentlemen were extravagantly polite—according
to her primitive ideas of that much-abused virtue—and
the ladies were smiling, full of pretty attitudes,
small questions, and accentuated comments. No
one of them, nor of the young men either, seemed to
be very hungry; but Cornelia had her usual unexceptionable
appetite, and ate stoutly to satisfy it; she even
tasted a glass of Italian wine at dessert, upon the
assurance of Aunt Margaret that “she must—
really
must—it would never do to come to New York
without learning how to drink wine, you know;”
and upon the word of the young gentleman who sat next
to her that it wouldn’t hurt her a bit—all
wines were medicinal—Italian wines especially
so; and so, indeed, it proved, for Cornelia thought
she had never felt so genial a glow of sparkling life
in her veins. She was good-natured enough to
laugh at any thing, and brilliant enough to make anybody
else laugh; and the evening passed away most pleasantly.
But Cornelia was no fool, to be made a butt of; and
her personality was too vigorous, her individuality
too strong, not to make an impression and way of its
own wherever she was. The young ladies tried in
vain to patronize her: they had not the requisite
capital in themselves; and the young gentlemen soon
gave up the attempt to make fun of her; her vitality
was too much for them, and they were, moreover, disconcerted
by her beauty. Miss Valeyon, however, was new
to the world, and her curiosity and vanity had large,
unsatisfied appetites. To have been patronized
and made fun of would have done her little or no harm;
but in gratifying these appetites she might do a good
deal of harm to herself.
When the young gentlemen were in town, or in the smoking-room,
the young ladies were of course thrown upon their
own resources, and generally drifted together in little
groups, to talk in low tones or in loud, to laugh
or to whisper. Cornelia, who soon got upon terms
of companionship with one or two members of these
conclaves, could hardly do otherwise than occasionally
join the meetings. At first she found little or
nothing of interest to herself in what they talked
about.