And then—oh, God! oh, God—Richard, my Richard, that I Lov’d more than mine own Soul, died! As a Candle is snuff’d out, so went Richard that was so comely and so strong. I had only thought to Punish him, Make them all Suffer to Pay me for mine own Suffering. Never, never, had I meant that Richard should Die. ’Twas a Thunder-bolt upon my Head, ’twas Lightning splitting my Heart.
’Twas I brought
the News of Richard’s death to my Uncle
James. Was sitting
in the Library pretending for to read.
Then came I in, and
clos’d the Door, and said:
“Richard is
dead.” How the man star’d! Had
a ruddy face,
very Handsome.
Before my eyes it pal’d and pinch’d.
I said
again: “Don’t
you understand? Richard is dead.”
As a tree falls, he fell. I knew his Time was come, and gently I rais’d him. He claw’d at his Breast and mouth’d “Richard—Freeman—Pocket-book—The Key, the Key!” Look’d at me piteously. ’Twould melt one’s Heart to see his Eyes.
I did thrust my hand into the breast of his blue Broad-cloath Coat, and draw forth his Pocket-Book. ’Twas in Dark Green leather, & upon it the Arms of our House. There were bank-notes in’t, some silver, two or three folded papers, and one in a small silk Cover, put by itself. I saw his Fading Eyes brighten as I held it up. He maw’d, “Key—Freeman—” and puff’d with his Lips, and fell Unconscious. I slipt the Book back into his breast, put the silk-covered paper in mine own, and ran out of the Room, Calling Loudly for help.
He dy’d that Night.
And when I look’d at the “Key” ’twas
naught but a silly Verse.
Yet I was doubtful of Giving it to
Freeman. Instead,
I did show it to old Shooba.
“I will ask my
Snake if he knows anything of Keyes,” said
Shooba. And remembering
the Overseer, I did not smile, but
gave him the Paper.
I like not to think of Shooba’s Snake.
Then buried we mine
Uncle in the Hynds tomb and my Aunt was
left to wander ghostlike,
seeking for what she should never
find.—Oh,
why did not they leave Richard and me alone!