her brother. Here, no one appeared to wear white
cravats of a morning except a few grave seniors, elderly
capitalists, and austere public functionaries, until,
in the street on the other side of the railings, Lucien
noticed a grocer’s boy walking along the Rue
de Rivoli with a basket on his head; him the man of
Angouleme detected in the act of sporting a cravat,
with both ends adorned by the handiwork of some adored
shop-girl. The sight was a stab to Lucien’s
breast; penetrating straight to that organ as yet undefined,
the seat of our sensibility, the region whither, since
sentiment has had any existence, the sons of men carry
their hands in any excess of joy or anguish.
Do not accuse this chronicle of puerility. The
rich, to be sure, never having experienced sufferings
of this kind, may think them incredibly petty and
small; but the agonies of less fortunate mortals are
as well worth our attention as crises and vicissitudes
in the lives of the mighty and privileged ones of earth.
Is not the pain equally great for either? Suffering
exalts all things. And, after all, suppose that
we change the terms and for a suit of clothes, more
or less fine, put instead a ribbon, or a star, or a
title; have not brilliant careers been tormented by
reason of such apparent trifles as these? Add,
moreover, that for those people who must seem to have
that which they have not, the question of clothes is
of enormous importance, and not unfrequently the appearance
of possession is the shortest road to possession at
a later day.
A cold sweat broke out over Lucien as he bethought
himself that to-night he must make his first appearance
before the Marquise in this dress—the Marquise
d’Espard, relative of a First Gentleman of the
Bedchamber, a woman whose house was frequented by the
most illustrious among illustrious men in every field.
“I look like an apothecary’s son, a regular
shop-drudge,” he raged inwardly, watching the
youth of the Faubourg Saint-Germain pass under his
eyes; graceful, spruce, fashionably dressed, with a
certain uniformity of air, a sameness due to a fineness
of contour, and a certain dignity of carriage and
expression; though, at the same time, each one differed
from the rest in the setting by which he had chosen
to bring his personal characteristics into prominence.
Each one made the most of his personal advantages.
Young men in Paris understand the art of presenting
themselves quite as well as women. Lucien had
inherited from his mother the invaluable physical distinction
of race, but the metal was still in the ore, and not
set free by the craftsman’s hand.