The Pilot and his Wife eBook

Jonas Lie
This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 246 pages of information about The Pilot and his Wife.

The Pilot and his Wife eBook

Jonas Lie
This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 246 pages of information about The Pilot and his Wife.

“Poor, handsome lad!  But he never will surrender—­one can easily see that; and so he must go down,” she said, in a subdued voice, involuntarily folding her hands, as if in fancy she went with him; “and he blows up Belgian and all into the air, Salve,” she said, turning to him with a fine spirited look in her face, and with moistened eyes.

He made no reply; and supposing that, like herself, he was lost in the scene before them, she turned again to the picture.  But while, after giving vent to her feelings, she stood there with a smile on her face, thinking that she knew one who would have been quite as capable as Van Spyck of such an exploit—­the man, namely, who was then standing behind her—­to him the picture had become a hateful thing; and he could have shot Van Spyck through the heart for his uniform’s sake.

The whole of the way home he was silent and serious, and it was not until late in the afternoon that he at all recovered his spirits.

As this was to be his last trip for the year, the following spring was fixed for their marriage; and when he took his leave, it was with the gloomy presentiment that he had a dreary winter before him.

Certainly, for the development of a morbid state of mind, no conditions could have been more favourable than the enforced inactivity to which, with many another, he was condemned for the long dark months during which the ice put a stop to navigation.  To his restless, energetic nature, such prolonged inaction was little suited under any circumstances, and in his present condition of mind it was little less than disastrous.

“If she was only here!” he would sometimes inwardly exclaim, as if crying out for help against himself and the thoughts which he felt to be unworthy, but which nevertheless he could not shake off.

He often thought of writing to her, but was so afraid of saying something which he might afterwards regret, that he kept putting it off from time to time, until at last he could restrain himself no longer.

His letter ran as follows:—­

“To much esteemed Miss Elizabeth Raklev—­

“As concerning the Apollo, she lies in a row of other ships up in Selvig Sound, and the ice is about a foot thick, and will be late in breaking up this year, they all prophesy:  she is well looked after, and has a watchman on board, and storage room has been taken for her rigging in Pettersen’s rigging-loft.  But as touching her captain, to whom you said in Amsterdam you had given your full and first heart so firmly that it couldn’t be moved by any might or power in the world whatsoever—­he has thought much and often about this, and would like to hold out and see you again before all his shore cable is chafed away.  It seems as if it was holding by its last threads, and these half-scraped through.  But if I could see you, it would become so strong again that it could hold against any stream; and you must forgive me for my weakness when you think of

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