Paradise Garden eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 375 pages of information about Paradise Garden.

Paradise Garden eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 375 pages of information about Paradise Garden.

“I have been so miserable,” she murmured.  “My conscience has troubled me terribly.  Oh, I can’t tell you how I have suffered.  All the evening I thought you would come.  I waited for you; I went out on the terrace a hundred times, watching for the lights of your car; but you didn’t come, you didn’t come, Jerry, and I knew how terribly I had offended you.”

I couldn’t see her but I’m sure she was wringing her pretty white hands.  Jerry must have been deeply moved for his voice was shaky.

“It didn’t matter about me, but a visitor, a guest at Horsham Manor, Marcia, a friend—!”

“A friend, yes.  Oh, I’ve been so unhappy about it all—­so miserably wretched.”

Her voice broke and she seemed upon the point of tears.

“Why did you, Marcia?  Why did you?” he repeated.

“I—­I—­” She appeared to break down and weep and Jerry’s voice took on a tone of distress.

“Don’t, Marcia, please!”

“I—­I’m trying not to—­but—­” and she wept anew.

“Come,” said Jerry’s voice.  “Sit here a moment.  I’m sure it can all be explained.  It makes me very unhappy to see you so miserable.”

They moved nearer and she sat upon the very rock beneath which I lay among the mouldy leaves; so near that I could have reached out and touched the girl’s silken ankle with my fingers.  Jerry, I think, still stood.

“I don’t want to—­to make you unhappy,” she said in a moment.  “And it was all my fault, but I just couldn’t—­couldn’t stand it, Jerry.”

“Stand what?”

A pause and then in muffled tones.

“Don’t you know?  Don’t you really understand?”

“No.  I—­”

“I was mad,” she whispered, “mad with jealousy of Una.  She was your first love, your first—­”

“Marcia!  You mustn’t.  It’s absurd.”

“No, no,” she protested.  “I know.  Ever since I first learned that she had—­had been in here with you, I—­I haven’t been able to get her out of mind—­I may have appeared to, but I’m not one who forgets things easily; and to meet her at the cabin, the very place where I thought I should—­should have you all to myself—­it was too much.  Jerry.  I couldn’t stand it.  Something—­something in me rebelled.  I grew cold all over and hard against all the world, even you.”

“But this was foolish of you.  Una, a friend.  Surely there was no harm in my seeing her here?”

“It was foolish,” there was a slight change in the intonation of her voice here, “but I know the world so much better than you, Jerry.  Girls are so designing, so—­so untrustworthy.”

“You don’t know Una if you say that,” said Jerry loyally.

“Perhaps I don’t.  I don’t wish to think badly of anyone you call a friend but Una is so—­er—­so independent—­so accustomed to moving with queer people—­” She paused a moment again to give her insinuation weight.  “I don’t know,” she sighed.  “I thought all sorts of horrible things about you.”

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