matter up. But to return to Zoe: if her
mother’s father wished to secure the mother against
misfortune by bringing her north and marrying her
to a white man (my father, as it turned out) why should
not I, her half-brother, try to protect her against
the future that her mother might have incurred?
I reason that I have taken the place of Zoe’s
grandfather, and must do for her what he tried to
do for Zoe’s mother. This inheritance of
duty comes to me as the land comes to me, without
my will. Zoe’s grandfather gave my father
his start, gave him the $2500 bonus to marry Zoe’s
mother. I think, in considering what share of
the estate Zoe should have, these things cannot be
ignored. Of course I don’t know exactly
how much of the $2500 went into this land. From
things I have heard I think my father spent money
freely; he went about a good deal and was not as temperate
as he should have been for his own health and prosperity.
Something was evidently preying upon his mind.
Anyway, I have decided the matter, and I hope you
will approve of me. I went to father’s grave
this morning, and it made me sad. Afterwards
Mr. Brooks, the lawyer, drove me to the farm and around
most of it. I am going to take hold of it at once.
This country is growing rapidly, and I mean to do
what my father didn’t exactly. I am going
to be rich; that is my ambition. And I must think
and work. I am well again, or nearly so, and
full of hope and plans, though sometimes lonely for
you and for England. Some day I shall come back
to see you. My love to you, dear grandmama.
And do write me as often as you can.
“Affectionately, James.”
And that evening Douglas came. He was of the
smallest stature, but with a huge chest and enormous
head. His hair was abundant and flowing, tossed
back from his full forehead like a cataract. His
eyes were blue and penetrating, but kindly. His
face rather square. His voice deep and resonant.
His words were clearly spoken, and fell from his lips
freely, as if he were loosening them into a channel
worn by long thinking. His ideas were clearly
envisioned. He had read books of which I had never
heard. But apart from books his sallies of wit,
the aptness of his stories and allusions quite dazzled
me.
Though he was but two years my senior, I felt like
a boy in his presence. His maturity and self-possession
and intellectual mastery of the hour kept me silent.
He recalled what he had done to bring me to the comforts
of Mrs. Spurgeon’s house when I arrived in Jacksonville,
ill and helpless. After that he did not exactly
ignore me, but I seemed not to enter into the association
of his ideas or their expression. He talked of
the country. There was the matter of Texas, a
territory half as large as central Europe. But
if Texas seceded from Mexico he wished the country
absorbed into the domain of the United States.
Texas has a right to secede. All governments
derive their powers from the consent of the governed.