debased as to lend his wife to dishonor? When
you paint a picture for the court you do not put your
whole soul into it; you sell to courtiers your tricked-out
lay-figures. My painting is not a picture; it
is a sentiment, a passion! Born in my atelier,
she must remain a virgin there. She shall not
leave it unclothed. Poesy and women give themselves
bare, like truth, to lovers only. Have we the
model of Raphael, the Angelica of Ariosto, the Beatrice
of Dante? No, we see but their semblance.
Well, the work which I keep hidden behind bolts and
bars is an exception to all other art. It is not
a canvas; it is a woman,—a woman with whom
I weep and laugh and think and talk. Would you
have me resign the joy of ten years, as I might throw
away a worn-out doublet? Shall I, in a moment,
cease to be father, lover, creator?—this
woman is not a creature; she is my creation. Bring
your young man; I will give him my treasures,—paintings
of Correggio, Michael-Angelo, Titian; I will kiss
the print of his feet in the dust, —but
make him my rival? Shame upon me! Ha!
I am more a lover than I am a painter. I shall
have the strength to burn my Nut-girl ere I render
my last sigh; but suffer her to endure the glance
of a man, a young man, a painter?—No, no!
I would kill on the morrow the man who polluted her
with a look! I would kill you,—you,
my friend,—if you did not worship her on
your knees; and think you I would submit my idol to
the cold eyes and stupid criticisms of fools?
Ah, love is a mystery! its life is in the depths of
the soul; it dies when a man says, even to his friend,
Here is she whom I love.”
The old man seemed to renew his youth; his eyes had
the brilliancy and fire of life, his pale cheeks blushed
a vivid red, his hands trembled. Porbus, amazed
by the passionate violence with which he uttered these
words, knew not how to answer a feeling so novel and
yet so profound. Was the old man under the thraldom
of an artist’s fancy? Or did these ideas
flow from the unspeakable fanaticism produced at times
in every mind by the long gestation of a noble work?
Was it possible to bargain with this strange and whimsical
being?
Filled with such thoughts, Porbus said to the old
man, “Is it not woman for woman? Poussin
lends his mistress to your eyes.”
“What sort of mistress is that?” cried
Frenhofer. “She will betray him sooner
or later. Mine will be to me forever faithful.”
“Well,” returned Porbus, “then let
us say no more. But before you find, even in
Asia, a woman as beautiful, as perfect, as the one
I speak of, you may be dead, and your picture forever
unfinished.”
“Oh, it is finished!” said Frenhofer.
“Whoever sees it will find a woman lying on
a velvet bed, beneath curtains; perfumes are exhaling
from a golden tripod by her side: he will be tempted
to take the tassels of the cord that holds back the
curtain; he will think he sees the bosom of Catherine
Lescaut,—a model called the Beautiful Nut-girl;
he will see it rise and fall with the movement of her
breathing. Yet—I wish I could be sure—”