The train was crowded; the doctor stood up to give his seat to a woman and Marcella sprang to her feet, talking incessantly about her impressions and her expectations.  She thought London, seen from a railway carriage window, which gave only a view of back gardens, factories, little streets and greyish washing drying, was an appalling place.  Three times she said to the doctor, “But what’s the use of living at all in such miserable places?” and the second and third time he only smiled at her.  The first time he had said: 

“Why, either because they don’t know there’s anything better, or else because they’re sure there’s something better.  Either is a good reason for going on with awful things.”

At last they were in the tender, in a drizzling, greyish rain, ploughing through the coffee-coloured water of the Thames towards the Oriana, which seemed surprisingly small.  She had several surprises during the journey from Fenchurch Street.  To begin with, someone trod on her foot and did not apologize; several people elbowed her out of their way in their rush to get to their luggage; no one smiled at her or spoke to her; no one seemed to realize that she was Marcella Lashcairn, or, if they realized it, it made no impression on them.

“Don’t people here seem bad tempered?” said she to the doctor.  “They don’t seem to care about each other in the least.”

“There are so many of them, Marcella—­at home, you see, there are so few that they are frightfully interesting and friendly and critical of each other.  Among all these people nobody matters very much—­”

“They matter to me.  I want to be friends with them, take them under my wing,” she said, looking round at them, most of them people who would not be very likely to be put under anyone’s wing at all.  “Don’t you feel like that?”

“I don’t.  They come under my wing fast enough without being asked and lots of them come in the night just when I’ve got in bed,” he said.  “I’m a bit tired of people, Marcella.  I’ve seen too much of them.  I always get two views of ’em, you know—­inside and out.  And the inside view is very depressing.”

He laughed at her grave face, but once again he had a sharp misgiving about letting her go away alone.  It seemed dangerous to turn her, practically an anchorite, loose among so many people.  He wished, now, that he had let her brave the freezings of the saloon rather than the thawings of the steerage.  But she seemed so confident, so eager, that he could say nothing to damp her spirits, only he was very glad, on going with her to look at her cabin, to find that she was to have it to herself.  That, at any rate, prevented a too close intimacy that he suddenly felt might be dangerous.

They found very little to say during the twenty minutes he had to spend with her before the tender took him back to the shore.  He was feeling very saddened, and at the same time anxious to give her excellent, fatherly advice, for he suddenly realized her abysmal ignorance when he saw her standing smiling with an air of pleased expectancy among all these strangers, waiting, as she had said, to love them all and take them all under her wing.  Twice he started nervously to warn her—­and each time she interrupted him joyously.