against her bonnet-strings. What did she think
in those sacred moments? Let us not profane
her worship with too minute inquiry. Whatever
she thought, those emotions were perfectly valid.
She might be snappish, limited, and say ugly things
during half the week, but there was something underneath
all that which was in communication with the skies.
The church was the only mental or spiritual education
which Miss Tippit received. Books she never
read—she had not time; and if she tried
to read one she was instantly seized with a curious
fidgetiness—directly she sat down with a
volume in her hand it was just as if things went all
awry, and compelled her instantly to rise and adjust
them. In church all this fidgetiness vanished,
and no household cares intruded. It was strange,
considering her temper, and how people generally carry
their secular world with them wherever they go, but
so it was. There was a secret in her history,
her friends said, for though they knew nothing of her
little bit of private religion, and although she never
admitted a soul into the little oratory where the
image of her Saviour hung, everybody was aware that
there was “a something about her” which
took her out of the class to which she externally
and by much of her ordinary conduct appeared to belong,
and of course the theory was an early love disappointment,
the only theory which the average human intellect is
capable of forming in such cases. It was utterly
baseless; and Miss Tippit was touched with this faint
touch of supernal grace just because her Maker had
so decreed.
Miriam disliked Miss Tippit on account of her primness
and old maidishness, and the frequent hints which
she gave to keep her room in order. Miriam had
picked up an epithet, perhaps from her aunt, perhaps
from a book which seemed exactly to describe Miss Tippit—she
was “conventional;” and having acquired
this epithet, her antipathy to Miss Tippit increased
every time she used it. It was really not coin
of the realm, but gilded brass—a forgery;
and the language is full of such forgeries, which
we continually circulate, and worst of all, pass off
upon ourselves. Thus it happened that although
Miss Tippit would have been glad to do Miriam many
a service, her offers were treated with, something
like disdain, and were instantly withdrawn. The
only other lodgers in the house were an old gentleman
and his wife on the first floor, whom Miriam never
saw, and about whom she knew nothing.
Andrew at last began to feel the wear of London life.
When he came home in the evening he suffered from
an exhaustion which he never felt in Cowfold.
It was not that weariness of the muscles which was
a pleasure after a game at cricket or football, but
a nervous distress which craved a stimulant.
He had confined himself hitherto to a single glass
of beer at supper, but this was not enough, and a glass
of whisky and water afterwards was added to keep company
with the pipe. By degrees also he dropped into