adopted. On my side, I admitted the rapidity
of the pulse, but I also pointed to its alarming feebleness
as indicating an exhausted condition of the system,
and as showing a plain necessity for the administration
of stimulants. The two doctors were for keeping
him on gruel, lemonade, barley-water, and so on.
I was for giving him champagne, or brandy, ammonia,
and quinine. A serious difference of opinion,
as you see! a difference between two physicians of
established local repute, and a stranger who was only
an assistant in the house. For the first few
days, I had no choice but to give way to my elders
and betters; the patient steadily sinking all the time.
I made a second attempt to appeal to the plain, undeniably
plain, evidence of the pulse. Its rapidity was
unchecked, and its feebleness had increased.
The two doctors took offence at my obstinacy.
They said, ’Mr. Jennings, either we manage this
case, or you manage it. Which is it to be?’
I said, ’Gentlemen, give me five minutes to
consider, and that plain question shall have a plain
reply.’ When the time expired, I was ready
with my answer. I said, ’You positively
refuse to try the stimulant treatment?’ They
refused in so many words. ’I mean to try
it at once, gentlemen.’—’Try
it, Mr. Jennings, and we withdraw from the case.’
I sent down to the cellar for a bottle of champagne;
and I administered half a tumbler-full of it to the
patient with my own hand. The two physicians
took up their hats in silence, and left the house.”
“You had assumed a serious responsibility,”
I said. “In your place, I am afraid I should
have shrunk from it.”
“In my place, Mr. Blake, you would have remembered
that Mr. Candy had taken you into his employment,
under circumstances which made you his debtor for
life. In my place, you would have seen him sinking,
hour by hour; and you would have risked anything,
rather than let the one man on earth who had befriended
you, die before your eyes. Don’t suppose
that I had no sense of the terrible position in which
I had placed myself! There were moments when
I felt all the misery of my friendlessness, all the
peril of my dreadful responsibility. If I had
been a happy man, if I had led a prosperous life,
I believe I should have sunk under the task I had
imposed on myself. But I had no happy time to
look back at, no past peace of mind to force itself
into contrast with my present anxiety and suspense—and
I held firm to my resolution through it all. I
took an interval in the middle of the day, when my
patient’s condition was at its best, for the
repose I needed. For the rest of the four-and-twenty
hours, as long as his life was in danger, I never left
his bedside. Towards sunset, as usual in such
cases, the delirium incidental to the fever came on.
It lasted more or less through the night; and then
intermitted, at that terrible time in the early morning—from
two o’clock to five—when the vital
energies even of the healthiest of us are at their