me! Oh! the good I mean to do you, dear, before
we part!” After another word or two of earnest
prefatory warning, I gave her her choice of three
precious friends, all plying the work of mercy from
morning to night in her own neighbourhood; all equally
inexhaustible in exhortation; all affectionately ready
to exercise their gifts at a word from me. Alas!
the result was far from encouraging. Poor Lady
Verinder looked puzzled and frightened, and met everything
I could say to her with the purely worldly objection
that she was not strong enough to face strangers.
I yielded—for the moment only, of course.
My large experience (as Reader and Visitor, under
not less, first and last, than fourteen beloved clerical
friends) informed me that this was another case for
preparation by books. I possessed a little library
of works, all suitable to the present emergency, all
calculated to arouse, convince, prepare, enlighten,
and fortify my aunt. “You will read, dear,
won’t you?” I said, in my most winning
way. “You will read, if I bring you my
own precious books? Turned down at all the right
places, aunt. And marked in pencil where you
are to stop and ask yourself, ’Does this apply
to me?’” Even that simple appeal—so
absolutely heathenising is the influence of the world—appeared
to startle my aunt. She said, “I will do
what I can, Drusilla, to please you,” with a
look of surprise, which was at once instructive and
terrible to see. Not a moment was to be lost.
The clock on the mantel-piece informed me that I had
just time to hurry home; to provide myself with a
first series of selected readings (say a dozen only);
and to return in time to meet the lawyer, and witness
Lady Verinder’s Will. Promising faithfully
to be back by five o’clock, I left the house
on my errand of mercy.
When no interests but my own are involved, I am humbly
content to get from place to place by the omnibus.
Permit me to give an idea of my devotion to my aunt’s
interests by recording that, on this occasion, I committed
the prodigality of taking a cab.
I drove home, selected and marked my first series
of readings, and drove back to Montagu Square, with
a dozen works in a carpet-bag, the like of which,
I firmly believe, are not to be found in the literature
of any other country in Europe. I paid the cabman
exactly his fare. He received it with an oath;
upon which I instantly gave him a tract. If I
had presented a pistol at his head, this abandoned
wretch could hardly have exhibited greater consternation.
He jumped up on his box, and, with profane exclamations
of dismay, drove off furiously. Quite useless,
I am happy to say! I sowed the good seed, in
spite of him, by throwing a second tract in at the
window of the cab.
The servant who answered the door—not the
person with the cap-ribbons, to my great relief, but
the foot-man—informed me that the doctor
had called, and was still shut up with Lady Verinder.
Mr. Bruff, the lawyer, had arrived a minute since
and was waiting in the library. I was shown into
the library to wait too.