his life. But the war came before this time,
when the child was about a year old, and my father
went off, of course, as every Southern man went who
could walk, and for a year we did not see him.
Then he was badly wounded at the battle of Malvern
Hill; and came home to get well. However, it
was more serious than he knew, and he did not get
well. Twice he went off again to join our army,
and each time he was sent back within a month, too
ill to be of any use. He chafed constantly, of
course, because he must stay at home and farm, when
his whole soul ached to be fighting for his flag; but
finally in December, 1863, he thought he was well
enough at last for service. He was to join General
John Morgan, who had just made his wonderful escape
from prison at Columbus, and it was planned that my
mother should take little Philip and me to England
to live there till the war was over and we could all
be together at Fairfield again. With that in view
my father drew all of his ready money—it
was ten thousand dollars in gold—from the
banks in Lexington, for my mother’s use in the
years they might be separated. When suddenly,
the day before he was to have gone, the old wound
broke out again, and he was helplessly ill in bed at
the hour when he should have been on his horse riding
toward Tennessee. We were fifteen miles out from
Lexington, yet it might be rumored that father had
drawn a large sum of money, and, of course, he was
well known as a Southern officer. Because of
the Northern soldiers, who held the city, he feared
very much to have the money in the house, yet he hoped
still to join Morgan a little later, and then it would
be needed as he had planned. Christmas morning
my father was so much better that my mother went to
church, taking me, and leaving little Philip, then
four years old, to amuse him. What happened that
morning was the point of all this rambling; so now
listen hard, my precious thing.”
The boy, sitting erect now, caught his mother’s
hand silently, and his eyes stared into hers as he
drunk in every word:
“Mammy, who was, of course, little Philip’s
nurse, told my mother afterward that she was sent
away before my father and the boy went into the garden,
but she saw them go and saw that my father had a tin
box—a box about twelve inches long, which
seemed very heavy—in his arms, and on his
finger swung a long red ribbon with a little key strung
on it. Mother knew it as the key of the box,
and she had tied the ribbon on it herself.
“It was a bright, crisp Christmas day, pleasant
in the garden—the box hedges were green
and fragrant, aromatic in the sunshine. You don’t
even know the smell of box in sunshine, you poor child!
But I remember that day, for I was ten years old,
a right big girl, and it was a beautiful morning for
an invalid to take the air. Mammy said she was
proud to see how her ‘handsome boy’ kept
step with his father, and she watched the two until
they got away down by the rose-garden, and then she