to have that which the providence of God has denied
you. “The silver and the gold is mine, saith
the Lord;” and it cannot be without a special
purpose, relating to the peculiar discipline requisite
for such characters, that this silver and gold is
so often withheld from those who would make the best
and kindest use of it. Murmur not, then, when
this hard trial comes upon you, when you see want
and sorrow which you cannot in justice to others relieve;
and when you see thousands, at the very moment you
experience this generous suffering, expended on entirely
selfish, perhaps sinful gratifications, neither be
tempted to murmur or to act unjustly. “Is
it not the Lord;” has not he in his infinite
love and infinite wisdom appointed this very trial
for you? Bow your head and heart in submission,
and dare not to seek an escape from it by one step
out of the path of duty. It may be that close
examination, a searching of the stores of memory, will
bring even this trial under the almost invariable
head of needful chastisement; it may be that it is
the consequence of some former act of self-indulgence
and extravagance, which would have been forgotten,
or not deeply enough repented of, unless your sin
had in this way been brought to remembrance.
Thus even this trial assumes the invariable character
of all God’s chastisements: it is the inevitable
consequence of sin,—as inevitable as the
relation of cause and effect. It results from
no special interposition of Providence, but is the
natural result of those decrees upon which the whole
system of the world is founded; secondarily, however,
overruled to work together for good to the penitent
sinner, by impressing more deeply on his mind the humbling
remembrance of past sin, and leading to a more watchful
future avoidance of the same.
It is indeed probable, that without many trials of
this peculiarly painful kind, the duty of economy
could not be deeply enough impressed on a naturally
generous and warm heart. The restraints of prudence
would be unheeded, unless bitter experience, as it
were, burned them in.
I have spoken of two necessary preparations for the
practice of economy,—the first, a clear
general view of our probable expenses; the second,
which I am now about to notice, is the calculation
of the probable funds that are to meet these expenses.
In your case, there is a certain income, with sundry
contingencies, very much varying, and altogether uncertain.
Such probabilities, then, as the latter, ought to
be appropriated to such expenses as are occasional
and not inevitable: you must never calculate
on them for any of your necessary expenditure, except
in the same average manner as you have calculated that
expenditure; and you must estimate the average considerably
within probabilities, or you will be often thrown
into discomfort. It is much better that all indulgences
of mere taste, of entirely personal gratification,
should be dependent on this uncertain fund; and here