overflowings of infinite love and grace towards her.  So that, in her own esteem as undeserving as the chief of sinners, thinking as little as possible of her own righteousness, and being among the last to claim any thing of God, she could say with one who would not admit that any sinner was chief above him, “Henceforth there is laid up for me a crown of righteousness, which the Lord, the righteous Judge, shall give me at that day; and not to me only, but unto all them also that love his appearing.”

Between two and three o’clock on Monday afternoon, January 19, she was quietly receiving some food from the nurse, when suddenly she said, “The room seems dark.”  She then made a surprising effort, such as she had been incapable of for some time, and reached forward from her pillow, saying, “Who is that at the door?” The nurse was with her alone, and at her side, the family being at the table.  Coming to her room, we found that she was apparently sinking into a deep sleep, as though it were only a sleep, profound and quiet.

I asked her if she knew me.

She made no answer.

I said, “You know Jesus.”  A smile played about her mouth.  We rejoiced, and wept for joy.

I then said, “If you know father, press my hand.”  She gave me no sign—­that smile being her last intelligent act.—­And so she passed within the veil.

I was able to relate all this from my pulpit the Sabbath after her decease, not merely because the period of the greatest suffering under bereavement had not come, but chiefly because the consolations of the trying scene, and hopes full of immortality, had not lost their new power.  I was therefore like those who, on the first Christian Sabbath morning, “departed quickly from the sepulchre with fear and great joy, and did run to bring his disciples word.”

It is intimated above that the greatest suffering at the death of a friend does not occur immediately upon the event.  It comes when the world have forgotten that you have cause to weep; for when the eyes are dry, the heart is often bleeding.  There are hours,—­no, they are more concentrated than hours,—­there are moments, when the thought of a lost and loved one, who has perished out of your family circle, suspends all interest in every thing else; when the memory of the departed floats over you like a wandering perfume, and recollections come in throngs with it, flooding the soul with grief.  The name, of necessity or accidentally spoken, sets all your soul ajar; and your sense of loss, utter loss, for all time, brings more sorrow with it by far than the parting scene.

* * * * *