A year of progress,
in the love
That’s only
learned in heaven; thy mind
Unclogged of clay, and free
to soar,
Hath left the
realms of doubt behind,
And wondrous things which
finite thought
In vain essayed
to solve, appear
To thy untasked inquiries,
fraught
With explanation
strangely clear.
Thy reason owns no forced
control,
As held it here
in needful thrall;
God’s mysteries court
thy questioning soul,
And thou may’st
search and know them all.
A year of love;
thy yearning heart
Was always tender,
e’en to tears,
With sympathies, whose sacred
art
Made holy all
thy cherished years;
But love, whose speechless
ecstasy
Had overborne
the finite, now
Throbs through thy being,
pure and free,
And burns upon
thy radiant brow.
For thou those hands’
dear clasp hast felt,
Where still the
nail-prints are displayed;
And thou before that face
hast knelt,
Which wears the
scars the thorns have made.
A year without thee;
I had thought
My orphaned heart
would break and die,
Ere time had meek quiescence
brought,
Or soothed the tears it could
not dry;
And yet I live, to faint and
quail
Before the human
grief I bear;
To miss thee so, then drown
the wail
That trembles
on my lips in prayer.
Thou praising, while I vainly
thrill;
Thou glorying,
while I weakly pine;
And thus between thy heart
and mine
The distance ever widening
still.
A year of tears
to me; to thee
The end of thy
probation’s strife,
The archway to eternity,
The portal of
immortal life;
To me the pall, the bier,
the sod;
To thee the palm
of victory given.
Enough, my heart; thank God!
thank God!
That thou hast
been a year in heaven.
IV.
The silence of the dead.
Dear, beauteous Death, the
jewel of the just.
Shining nowhere
but in the dark,
What mysteries do lie beyond
thy dust,
Could men outlook
that mark!
He that hath found some fledged
bird’s nest, may know,
At first sight,
if the bird be flown;
But what fair field, or grove,
he sings in now,
That is to him
unknown.
Henry Vaughan.
The silence of the dead is one of the most impressive and affecting things connected with the separate state of the soul. We hear the voice of a dying friend, in some last wish, or charge, or prayer, or farewell, or in some exclamation of joy or hope; and though years are multiplied over the dead, that voice returns no more in any moment of day or night, of joy or sorrow, of labor or rest, in life or in death.